why i reacting in this way

my life had totally change when i received my blood test result. every thin are high, blood sugar high, blood pressure high.. got to lose 28kg in order to stay healthy. since that day, my mum started to control my diet, what i eat and drink totally cut down by more than half. i felt so weak when she did it to me. took alot of blood test and went for check ups and x-ray. this one charge money that one charge money. charge till i don't have enough money le. i got to pay my course fee and bills. feel bad asking mummy and daddy to pay for my things. got to find some ways to earn money.haiz