chinese new year.

today is chinese new year eve. but i don have the feeling of celebrating chinese new year. this year, many things had happened to our family due to one person. we had several quarrels in our family as he came in to our life. my father and mother had already been covered by he le. as he have car. my father want to protect my xiao mei's feeling but he did not know that as he protecting the little daughter feeling and he already hurt both of his two elder daughters feeling. well wat had happened cannot be change. feeling so bored and sian. bao bei went back malaysia, no mahjong to play, still got to listen to my mummy and daddy saying that i do this not propely do that not propely about the housework. i can't even make a single comment about the doing so much house work. all the housework at home is me alone doing only, so unfair. clothings- i wash i hang i fold and i keep, dishes i wash. floor i clean and mop, toilet 5 people using and i washing only. xaio mei can come home after school then bath le go out meet kay yong. then come home late at night then go wash up and sleep. but i got to come home straight after school and start to do house work and do my home work till late at night. some time after training i reach home at 10 pm i still got to do house work and home work even if i am very tired or i am injured. i felt that it is really very unfair. i start to dislike my house. the only one i still trust in this family is da jie. she is the only one and she is the only reason why i stay in this family. i just can't wait till i grow up and move out of this family i don't like to live under this kind of enverinment. i want peace and i don't want to work my ass off and this is what i get in return. no mood for chinese new year..