12 day after marry

today is the 12th day after our wedding.at first i was still not use to the married life as i am not living with my family anymore.this few day my hubby has been working da and night.after work come back he do his homework.saying that accompany mi but he is doing his work leaving mi alone to watch tv behind him.i got fired and everyday alone at home doing nothing till my mother in law come back. i a bit scare of her as she cook alot of food and all are oily and salty food.last time if i don hav baby i will eat more.but cas of baby i cannot eat now.hubby say that he will tell my mother in law.but i scare that she will get angry.i think she expect mi to do all the housework and cook every meal.all this make mi feel very tiring. but my hubby don understand. still want mi to go look for job.i know he want mi to work as he scare that he might not be able to support this family.i try calling alot of company but every one say don want to hire a woman with baby. i feel so sad and disappointed.