Insommia~ (do i spell correct?)

Last night, i had dinner with baobei and the panda gang after my driving test... I calculated my driving lesson, i spent nearly 1k on driving lesson.... I hoped i can pass my driving test... although its the first time, but i still hoped i can pass... (my driving skill is not tat good after all.. lolx.)
After dinner, we went back to baobei's hse and sit for a while.... from 10+ sit til nearly 12... this one called a while...

Reached home and went to bath den call baobei... talked for a while den i go slp, cuz nearly 1am liao... when i slping, going to la la land, baobei called, i got a shock and awake frm my slp, i answered the fone and baobei say she left her pouch in my bag... all her money, ic and hse key inside.. siao liao... i only can pass her tml after wrk... i tried to went back to slp, but cannot le... Ended up i having insommia... i lie down on bed, closed my eye..... but i still awake... til 3+ 4+ am... den i enter la la land... either i got a shock from tat fone call i cant slp or might be becuz of baobei pouch in my bag... worried tat she gt no money to eat and blah blah blah.... haiz... Ended up now i super tired...

Tml is my TP test... so worried and gan chiong... need to pray hard i can pass...

Valentine Day

yesterday was Valentine day and it is also our 30th anniversary. this is our third time celebrating Valentine day.



Actually i have planned a few things to surprise bao bei. I decided not to buy anymore soft toys or cows... She got too many til she have to keep some in the storeroom. Therefore, i wanted to do something different. I wanted to cook something for her, perhaps chicken pies and tiramisu cake.

The day before Valentine day, i wanted to go down orchard or somewhere else to look for inspiration and ingredients. But ended up i met bao bei for dinner, so i bring her along while hunting for my things. I bring her down to NTUC and she was wondering how come i will go to NTUC de.



On the Valentine day, I decided to take MC today cuz i really sick le. Got cough and flu for past few days. Bao bei end school around 4pm, so i was thinking morning go toa payoh see doctor and then go to the NTUC at the interchange there to buy the ingredient for the pie and tiramisu. I looked around for quite some time after seeing doctor, i cannot find the ingredient. Of all the bad things happened, bao bei told me that she ending school at 2pm. OMG, not enough time to buy things le, somemore not enough time to fetch her from school cuz i need to get the flower. No choice, i have to give up the idea of baking pie and making tiramisu.



I rushed down to get the flowers and back home to bath. Bao bei angry with me cuz i am unable to fetch her, but i am seriously at my wit end. Everything is not wad i expected to be, therefore i have to find another alternate way. Initially, i wanted to put a letter(my love letter for baobei) in her letterbox so that she can see the letter when she come back from school and open the letterbox. And also i wanted to leave the flower at her doorstep so that she can see the flower when she reach home. But, i scared the flower will be stolen and also she might not know who sent the flower to her. Therefore i decided to leave the letter with the flower at the doorstep so that she can see it when she come back from school.

I purposely took cab to rush down her house, and faster go up to her doorstep in case she reach home faster than i expected. To my surprise, she reached home already. No choice, i left the flower and the letter outside her door and press the door bell for her to open the door. Tingting come out open the door and bring the flower in, the next thing i heard is the door slam, i thought she was still angry with me. So i sms her to ask if she still angry, she replied that she liked it, so i faster run to her door and press bell. Hee... she was so happy that i gave her that flowers...

Tingting went out to meet her Mr 7000 while i waiting for baobei to bath. After that, we went to bishan change train to orchard Lido to watch the movie "P.S. I Love You". The show is not as nice as what we expected to be. But somehow touching also. We took train down to Novena and walk to bungolow for dinner as we make reservation there. I ordered quite a lot of food and bao bei's favourite food. That place got problem with the cashier, therefore i have to go to the ATM and withdraw the money to pay for the food. Even the receipt they have to use hand writen.

After dinner, we went back home for a while then i sent her back home. A wonderful valentine day we had. Next year, i will try to plan something different again. =) I love my bao bei so much...

Post-CNY and Pre-Vday

During the days i in malaysia for chinese new year, i only eat, watch tv, starring on wall and sleep. Nothing much to do there, the atmosphere for CNY is getting lesser and lesser... cannot see bao bei for 3 days... Now back in Singapore, i dun feel the atmosphere as well, dunno what will it become in future....

Valentine day is coming, i been trying to find way to surprise baobei, but seriously no idea. I been going online and forums to get some inspirations, go around singapore to find presents for bao bei... the time is too short for us to celebrate... Actually wanted to go other restaurants for dinner, but we booked at bungolow already, no choice... if can book other places, i think there will be more things and activities... After dinner will be 8 plus 9 plus... dunno where to go, watch movie but bao bei dun have the mood. i really scare she unhappy on the valentine day... have to find something to get the atmosphere.... good luck to me... i love my bao bei so much....

second day of chinese new year

today is the second day of chinese new year. today every thing turn out to be fine. but just feeling a bit tired as last night i slept at 4 plus to 5am as i wait for da jie to come home after her movie and wake up at 9 plus because daddy wake us up. we woke up and wash up then we went over to ah ma house to pai nian.we were so hungry till when we step in to ah ma house, we started eating. then when lunch is ready,we are already full. as we were eating we were waiting for ah jo and mei ting to come over. after our lunch, we started playing mahjong game. i took $4 out and still got win $3. win small small its still ok. after our mahjong session at ah ma place, da jie and me went to her boss house at YCK there. his house very big and nice. how i wish that mine and bao bei de future house is like that. but i know that want to stay at that like of environment, we got to save alot of money and work very hard. we play mahjong over there. actually is not we la, is only walter playing but play half way, da jie took over. playing with da jie boss de family members, very stress as they play $2-$4( 1 tai). they play two complete rounds and we lose $550. but walter win $500 plus over at the other table where they are playing cards.so walter paid for what we lost. so scary, they call for card and change card very very fast. after that actually want to meet wee sing but when we went our mahjong session, he is still at his don't know is uncle or aunty house, waiting for his mother. so we decided to go amk S11 to eat as we have not eat our dinner.after that walter send mi and da jie home and ah gan send deborah home. reach home, wash up then came online le. miss bao bei so much that when we were eating at S11, i saw a guy, look like bao bei and i thought that it was him. then i told da jie walter deborah and ah gan that that guy look like bao bei . they all say no it is not him and said that i miss him too much till i keep thinking that he is in singapore when he actually is at malaysia. when i came to know that that guy was not him, i feel like crying out loud. but never mind, he is coming back to me tomorrow or should i say is later? but the time i not sure. he really cannot leave me alone in singapore, i cannot live without him. if bao bei see this post, i just want you to know that you are badly missed by some one back here in singaopre. love you so much. muackzz~ sob

first day of chinese new year.

today is the first day of the rat year. i woke up at 10am and get ready to go pai pai gong there to pai nian. our house is so lively.but with out cheryl, because she went to pray kay yong's mother. we reach pai pai gong there around 1 plus and saw that guy who i hate the most. went there for a while and we go to lao ma house le. there are alot of people over at lao ma house. everyone was asking mi where is bao bei. i reply sadly, telling them that he is at malaysia. i felt so left out. feeling so lonely every chinese new year. after that we went to my father side elder brother's house to pai nain. there is the place where my xiao gu gu( the big mouth) is there. when we reach there, i can't see her but can only hear her voice, so sharp and loud.we stay there about 1 hour plus and then went to er gu gu house. this year ah ma never call and rush us as she is too busy playing mahjong.we spent the whole night at er gu gu house. playing mahjong and cards. not bad luck. still can win $5 and i also brought daddy luck. he won around 68 dollars. should get commission for him then right, but he say is share with ah ma, then i think never mind lor. most angry thing is that my cousin never get me ang bao when she gave it to da jie and cheryl.she also don't how to find meh. me so big size sitting beside daddy cannot see meh. eyes cover with stamp ah! so angry. seeing cheryl stick so close to kay yong when he arrived. make mi feel sad and drepress. i miss bao bei so much. it is only de second day only and i cannot take it le.want him to come back to my side right away. but i know this couldn't be as he still in malaysia. i am thinking, if we get marry, how are we going to pai nian? my family is in singapore and his is at malaysia. cannot be asking mi to go malaysia pai nian to his family only and not pai nian to my family but also cannot ask him to pai nian to my family only and not his family right? feeling so confused, sad and left out. as da jie walter ah gan deborah weesing they all went to watch movie and did not call mi along. qutie pissed off and sad when da jie say that she never hear mi saying that i want to go when i already said so many time and so loud some more. don't know why i feel this way. maybe is because strawberry season is coming le (mood swing) or what. tomorrow is another day same as today. da jie going to her boss(james, banglow's boss) house during evening, xiao mei going watch movie with kay yong. leaving mi all alone again. so lonely. don't like this new year. got a feeling that this year won't be a smooth year.sian.

chinese new year.

today is chinese new year eve. but i don have the feeling of celebrating chinese new year. this year, many things had happened to our family due to one person. we had several quarrels in our family as he came in to our life. my father and mother had already been covered by he le. as he have car. my father want to protect my xiao mei's feeling but he did not know that as he protecting the little daughter feeling and he already hurt both of his two elder daughters feeling. well wat had happened cannot be change. feeling so bored and sian. bao bei went back malaysia, no mahjong to play, still got to listen to my mummy and daddy saying that i do this not propely do that not propely about the housework. i can't even make a single comment about the doing so much house work. all the housework at home is me alone doing only, so unfair. clothings- i wash i hang i fold and i keep, dishes i wash. floor i clean and mop, toilet 5 people using and i washing only. xaio mei can come home after school then bath le go out meet kay yong. then come home late at night then go wash up and sleep. but i got to come home straight after school and start to do house work and do my home work till late at night. some time after training i reach home at 10 pm i still got to do house work and home work even if i am very tired or i am injured. i felt that it is really very unfair. i start to dislike my house. the only one i still trust in this family is da jie. she is the only one and she is the only reason why i stay in this family. i just can't wait till i grow up and move out of this family i don't like to live under this kind of enverinment. i want peace and i don't want to work my ass off and this is what i get in return. no mood for chinese new year..