Never update for quite some time already. This coming weekend will be our anniversary. We are going to zoo zoo zoo... how about u u u.... lolx. Amazingly.. I had never go to zoo for around 10 years? haha. Til now, i haven got a chance to eat breakfast with "ah meng". Well, he is gone for good now. Taking over him will be "ang bao" if i not wrong.
Christmas and new year is coming... as well as baobei birthday... haha. gonna spend a bomb this month... Gonna crack my brain on thinking where to bring baobei for birthday.. =/
Thursday, December 11, 2008
Thursday, November 13, 2008
our 39th month anniversary
Today is our 39th month anniversary.
Baobei got a job already and started work since yesterday. Hoped she can work happily there and have lesser time to worry about other unnecessary stuff.
Last night my whole body aching after the workout day before at california fitness. Having difficulty to sleep also. In the end i slept around 2+am and woke up at 6.15am. In my dream, i have a baby daughter who is sooooooo cuteeeeeeeeeee. haha. i was so happy in my dream and keep playing with my daughter. Guess i think too much already. =P
Baobei got a job already and started work since yesterday. Hoped she can work happily there and have lesser time to worry about other unnecessary stuff.
Last night my whole body aching after the workout day before at california fitness. Having difficulty to sleep also. In the end i slept around 2+am and woke up at 6.15am. In my dream, i have a baby daughter who is sooooooo cuteeeeeeeeeee. haha. i was so happy in my dream and keep playing with my daughter. Guess i think too much already. =P
Monday, October 20, 2008
Very unhappy moment....
Last sunday, i went to baobei's grandma birthday celebration rather than going to peifang's wedding in malaysia. Supposingly it was a happy event, but the arrangement was rather messy, we were separated with her mum and ah gong ah ma. baobei was not happy therefore she vent anger at everyone. Diana at this pt go lecture baobei, this make everyone unhappy. At the end of the dinner, i wanted to send weesing to go take cab, baobei assumed that i throw her there alone, so she vent anger at me. Then diana go lecture her again, she dashed out of the place in anger. I went around the area to find her. We had some quarrel and struggle then her fuo zhu fall off from her hand and broken. We picked up and i saw one of it at the road and wanted to go pick it up, but baobei scold me. Her mum and diana came, things calmed down.
We walked to chinapt there to take cab, i wanted to go hm myself so they can go back hm faster, but baobei insisted i take with them. I was quite sian already.
All i hoped is baobei really can change her temper, if not in future really very hard to get along with everyone. I can take it for now, but if one day i really take it what will happened? I dunno and i dun wish to imagine....
We walked to chinapt there to take cab, i wanted to go hm myself so they can go back hm faster, but baobei insisted i take with them. I was quite sian already.
All i hoped is baobei really can change her temper, if not in future really very hard to get along with everyone. I can take it for now, but if one day i really take it what will happened? I dunno and i dun wish to imagine....
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
overtime overtime. work is more impotant than mi?
"bao bei today i not meeting you, i will be doing over time till 9plus", this is what i commonly receied from baobei. one of this kind of sms will then leave mi all alone by myself for the rest of my day.this sms is the sms i hate the most. i don't like the feeling of being all alone by myself, doing things all alone,going home alone after meeting you to have dinner and watch movies all alone.
you have promise me that you will accompany me but in the end, you break you promies to me again and again. leaving my heart in broken pieces. during the day time you seldom sms me due to the work load,this one i can understand but everynight you after work reach home and wash up, it already 11plus. you called me and then talk on the phone. it not talking at all. you remain silent and playing either your psp or your online game or yur ps2.then you tell me that you very tired want to go sleep ealy. then hand up the call le.
do you know how i feel?
do you understandhow i feel?
put yourself in my shoes and think and feel, what if i treat you like this, will you be happy? will you like it? will you understand how i feel? i wonder....
you have promise me that you will accompany me but in the end, you break you promies to me again and again. leaving my heart in broken pieces. during the day time you seldom sms me due to the work load,this one i can understand but everynight you after work reach home and wash up, it already 11plus. you called me and then talk on the phone. it not talking at all. you remain silent and playing either your psp or your online game or yur ps2.then you tell me that you very tired want to go sleep ealy. then hand up the call le.
do you know how i feel?
do you understandhow i feel?
put yourself in my shoes and think and feel, what if i treat you like this, will you be happy? will you like it? will you understand how i feel? i wonder....
Monday, October 13, 2008
Poor us
Living in a world-class economy but getting 3rd class salary worker like us is very poor thing. I so sian lor.
This month wanted to save money but ended up spending it due to some reasons. Her mum, dad, ah ma and ah gong birthday present. So many things need to buy. She now not working, also got problem. Her parents dont really give her enough pocket money when they said they gave her. So no choice. Need to buy this buy that. She cannot afford so i have to fork out some also. She so ke lian. Its not her fault also. Perhaps.... haiz... really dun understand...
Guess i cannot save much money for my studies and my stuffs... haiz.. forget it ba... Hoped her sibling can graduate and start wrking so that they can earn their own money and stop borrowing from baobei without returning. zzz.
This month wanted to save money but ended up spending it due to some reasons. Her mum, dad, ah ma and ah gong birthday present. So many things need to buy. She now not working, also got problem. Her parents dont really give her enough pocket money when they said they gave her. So no choice. Need to buy this buy that. She cannot afford so i have to fork out some also. She so ke lian. Its not her fault also. Perhaps.... haiz... really dun understand...
Guess i cannot save much money for my studies and my stuffs... haiz.. forget it ba... Hoped her sibling can graduate and start wrking so that they can earn their own money and stop borrowing from baobei without returning. zzz.
Sunday, October 5, 2008
Today... if....
Today supposed to be the day where i going to Australia for reservist. But luckily, everything was cancelled. I had tried to defer but was rejected. I wondered how will it be if i was really sent for reservist. Anyway, i should count myself lucky that i can stay. Next year probably there will be another oversea ICT. Haiz. Dont think too much for now, i still got IPPT/RT to worry about. sian...
our first holiday
on the 28th sept,i woke up early in the morning as i could not sleep. i was too excited about the holiday we going to have.mi and Bao bei will be going to harris for a 4days 3nights holiday to relax our mind.
i meet baobei at 10am at seangoon mrt as he went to have breakfast with his mother before leaving for holiday. i was worry that we are unable to catch the freey till baobei told mi that the ferry is at 12pm.
upon reaching harbour front mrt. we have chat alot on the train. when we reached harbour front. we went to check in for our ferry and baobei accompany mi to go and had my breakfast. not knowing what to have for my breakfast.we end up having mac for breakfast but we are too late as we went there after 11pm. breakfast over. so we had nuggets for breakfast. after that we went in to board our ferry.
on the ferry there are not much people going to batam or harris. mi and baobei quickly found our seat.it was quite scary when the ferry leave then jetty.we watch mr bean on the ferry. baobei and i laugh while waiting it.
it took about 1 hr to reach batam center.we stop by there for a while and headed to harris. getting off the ferry was another scary encounter. my legs feel so weak. we took a mini van to the resort.
the people there are very friendly.we were welcome by a bunch of people. we are serve with a glass of bandong and a cold cloth to wipe our hand and face. you hardly experience this in any resort or hotel.
after we had check in, we went up to our room, we are surprised as it was a big room with a very big bed and you could see the sea from our room. it also come with a big bath tub.i was so happy, i quickly took a bath. stuck in the toilet till baobei scold mi. asking me to hurry up. we went down to walk around.
went to take a look at their bowling alley. to my horror,you won't want to play there if u have Long finger nails.you can't see the shine on the lane and their house ball there are alot of cracks on it. not worth breaking or cutting your nails for such games.
after walking around we deiced to had our lunch around 3plus. i had steam fish with yellow sauce and boabei had chicken with mushroom,that is what he like the most. we went back to our room and rest after lunch. we stay in our room and watch tv. there are alot of channel, they even have channel 5 & 8 & U, Singapore channel they all have it.
we watch till dinner time and decided to have our dinner at the same cafe we had our lunch that afternoon.after that we went to their so call pub and had a drink.they are showing F1. so bao bei and i went in. it was quite romantic and nice. baobei had beer and i had a small cup of orea ice bend(S$5.50)( size of a kid drink in mac). that was really expensive.
after that we went back to our room and sleep.
the second day of our holiday,we woke up at 7am and went for breakfast buffet and wait for our tour guide to come which is around 10.30am(Singapore time). we were surprise as there s only baobei and mi in this tour.
he took us to two temple to pray and two polo shops which baobei love the most and i hate it the most and took two shop which sell their local product after that he brought us to have our lunch. this is what i have been looking forward to since the beginning of the holiday. but soon i regret as there were really too much food for the both of us. there are 6 dishes and 1 soup. we ask the tour glide to join as as there are really too much food. they say they can't as it is the rules of their company.well then we carry on with our tour after lunch.
we went to the polo shop and after that we went for our message. baobei very brave. the took up the traditional Thai style body message and i took a leg message(both is 1 and1/2 hours).it was quite comfortable but a bit painful too.
after that we went shopping. it was quite boring as the tour guide follow us.wanting to shop for clothes but the tour guide is around making mi feel uneasy. so didn't buy alot of things.
we went to buy A&W for dinner as we think that eating at the re sort's cafe is too expensive. it is standard to give at lest S$2 for a tip for the tour guide and the driver. we gave S$6 to them as the service is really very good. but the tour guide gave all to the driver as the driver was not feeling well. we feel bad about it as the tour guide did not have any tip so we gave him another S$2 to him.
we saw the promotions at the lobby that the resort is having a pool side BBQ buffet. each person S$30. it is very expensive but baobei want to try. so we went for it. it is very romantic and dark as they did not on the light. you hardly can see what you are eating. too bad we did not manage to get the bed which is at the side of the pool.
there was a cat.we feed it with the food we had left over.baobei enjoy feed it and soon start to like that cat. he say it is like the chi's sweet home that cat. i am happy to see him smile.after that we went for foot message. it really want our life. it was so so painful. we went back to our room after that to sleep.
the next day we had morning swim at 7am. we thought the water will be very cold as it had just stop rainning. but to our surprise, the water is warm.i never see baobei enjoy swimming so much before.
this holiday was too long to type out le.i will stop at day 3. hehe. but overall, this holiday is a wonderful one. i really enjoy myself and i am very happy that baobei really enjoy himself there. we will miss there and we decided to go back ther next year.
baobei thanks for the holiday. i realy enjoy it very much.love you and miss you always.muackz.......
i meet baobei at 10am at seangoon mrt as he went to have breakfast with his mother before leaving for holiday. i was worry that we are unable to catch the freey till baobei told mi that the ferry is at 12pm.
upon reaching harbour front mrt. we have chat alot on the train. when we reached harbour front. we went to check in for our ferry and baobei accompany mi to go and had my breakfast. not knowing what to have for my breakfast.we end up having mac for breakfast but we are too late as we went there after 11pm. breakfast over. so we had nuggets for breakfast. after that we went in to board our ferry.
on the ferry there are not much people going to batam or harris. mi and baobei quickly found our seat.it was quite scary when the ferry leave then jetty.we watch mr bean on the ferry. baobei and i laugh while waiting it.
it took about 1 hr to reach batam center.we stop by there for a while and headed to harris. getting off the ferry was another scary encounter. my legs feel so weak. we took a mini van to the resort.
the people there are very friendly.we were welcome by a bunch of people. we are serve with a glass of bandong and a cold cloth to wipe our hand and face. you hardly experience this in any resort or hotel.
after we had check in, we went up to our room, we are surprised as it was a big room with a very big bed and you could see the sea from our room. it also come with a big bath tub.i was so happy, i quickly took a bath. stuck in the toilet till baobei scold mi. asking me to hurry up. we went down to walk around.
went to take a look at their bowling alley. to my horror,you won't want to play there if u have Long finger nails.you can't see the shine on the lane and their house ball there are alot of cracks on it. not worth breaking or cutting your nails for such games.
after walking around we deiced to had our lunch around 3plus. i had steam fish with yellow sauce and boabei had chicken with mushroom,that is what he like the most. we went back to our room and rest after lunch. we stay in our room and watch tv. there are alot of channel, they even have channel 5 & 8 & U, Singapore channel they all have it.
we watch till dinner time and decided to have our dinner at the same cafe we had our lunch that afternoon.after that we went to their so call pub and had a drink.they are showing F1. so bao bei and i went in. it was quite romantic and nice. baobei had beer and i had a small cup of orea ice bend(S$5.50)( size of a kid drink in mac). that was really expensive.
after that we went back to our room and sleep.
the second day of our holiday,we woke up at 7am and went for breakfast buffet and wait for our tour guide to come which is around 10.30am(Singapore time). we were surprise as there s only baobei and mi in this tour.
he took us to two temple to pray and two polo shops which baobei love the most and i hate it the most and took two shop which sell their local product after that he brought us to have our lunch. this is what i have been looking forward to since the beginning of the holiday. but soon i regret as there were really too much food for the both of us. there are 6 dishes and 1 soup. we ask the tour glide to join as as there are really too much food. they say they can't as it is the rules of their company.well then we carry on with our tour after lunch.
we went to the polo shop and after that we went for our message. baobei very brave. the took up the traditional Thai style body message and i took a leg message(both is 1 and1/2 hours).it was quite comfortable but a bit painful too.
after that we went shopping. it was quite boring as the tour guide follow us.wanting to shop for clothes but the tour guide is around making mi feel uneasy. so didn't buy alot of things.
we went to buy A&W for dinner as we think that eating at the re sort's cafe is too expensive. it is standard to give at lest S$2 for a tip for the tour guide and the driver. we gave S$6 to them as the service is really very good. but the tour guide gave all to the driver as the driver was not feeling well. we feel bad about it as the tour guide did not have any tip so we gave him another S$2 to him.
we saw the promotions at the lobby that the resort is having a pool side BBQ buffet. each person S$30. it is very expensive but baobei want to try. so we went for it. it is very romantic and dark as they did not on the light. you hardly can see what you are eating. too bad we did not manage to get the bed which is at the side of the pool.
there was a cat.we feed it with the food we had left over.baobei enjoy feed it and soon start to like that cat. he say it is like the chi's sweet home that cat. i am happy to see him smile.after that we went for foot message. it really want our life. it was so so painful. we went back to our room after that to sleep.
the next day we had morning swim at 7am. we thought the water will be very cold as it had just stop rainning. but to our surprise, the water is warm.i never see baobei enjoy swimming so much before.
this holiday was too long to type out le.i will stop at day 3. hehe. but overall, this holiday is a wonderful one. i really enjoy myself and i am very happy that baobei really enjoy himself there. we will miss there and we decided to go back ther next year.
baobei thanks for the holiday. i realy enjoy it very much.love you and miss you always.muackz.......
Monday, September 15, 2008
Malaysia Trip and SwingKPE walk
Last saturday, baobei and me went into JB to go walk walk and shopping. We reach City Square around 4+pm. The shopping centre there looks almost like singapore's. Even the shops there also resemble like those in singapore, example like giodano, starbucks, bossini and etc... We walked around the shopping centre... and went into Popular bookstore. The True Singapore Ghost Story there is somehow cheaper than singapore, baobei wanted to come back again next time to buy all the books. There also got Popeye(Fast food located in Changi Airport), but they spelled as Popeyee... The Biscuit somehow taste and looks a bit different, but the chicken is very nice. We walked around til around evening time, we bought some mooncakes and tibits. Wanted to go out to other places for dinner, but baobei see the road and traffic there, she also scare. No choice, in the end we eat at Kim Gary HK Restaurant. She like the soup there, cuz got her "da bai cai" and taste like tomato soup. Guessed she really like to go there, except for the traffic and people there.
Next morning, we woke up at 6am to wash up and go for the SwingKPE walk. We went down for breakfast with my mum together with the rest of the CC ppl. We board the bus around 7 and we reach the venue in less than 15 mins. It was so crowded there, and the crowds is very poorly organised. More than 10k ppl there, probably around 15k. We stand there and wait and wait for more than 1 hour before the walk start. Inside the tunnel, very stuffy and warm, air ventilation is quite bad even though the government said they using the latest technology and all the blah blah.. 12km length of tunnel is longest in the world?? For this i have no idea, but who cares? Inside the tunnel, everyone need to walk with lantern on to break world record for longest lantern parade... Baobei and me using brisk walk, but looks like my mum can walk faster than me, no matter how fast we walk, my mum always in front of us... -_- Upon reaching the ending point, we saw ambulance coming out, guess someone KO there. After passing by the ending point, everyone rushed to collect the goodies bag... Truely singapore with kiasu action, everyone squeezing here and there and all the rubbish and ugly side of singaporean came out. So hard to get our goodies bag. After all the struggles and grindering, we finally got ours and we go to toilet. Then got some kind of event, for those children, they can get to sit on lambogini and lotus sports car. OMG... so envy them. Our bus got corked up and we waited there for nearly 2 hours before we can go back. Too tired to eat, i asked my mum help me da bao food home.
This 3 days "event" really tired us out... Need to rest for 1 month also might not be enough...
Next morning, we woke up at 6am to wash up and go for the SwingKPE walk. We went down for breakfast with my mum together with the rest of the CC ppl. We board the bus around 7 and we reach the venue in less than 15 mins. It was so crowded there, and the crowds is very poorly organised. More than 10k ppl there, probably around 15k. We stand there and wait and wait for more than 1 hour before the walk start. Inside the tunnel, very stuffy and warm, air ventilation is quite bad even though the government said they using the latest technology and all the blah blah.. 12km length of tunnel is longest in the world?? For this i have no idea, but who cares? Inside the tunnel, everyone need to walk with lantern on to break world record for longest lantern parade... Baobei and me using brisk walk, but looks like my mum can walk faster than me, no matter how fast we walk, my mum always in front of us... -_- Upon reaching the ending point, we saw ambulance coming out, guess someone KO there. After passing by the ending point, everyone rushed to collect the goodies bag... Truely singapore with kiasu action, everyone squeezing here and there and all the rubbish and ugly side of singaporean came out. So hard to get our goodies bag. After all the struggles and grindering, we finally got ours and we go to toilet. Then got some kind of event, for those children, they can get to sit on lambogini and lotus sports car. OMG... so envy them. Our bus got corked up and we waited there for nearly 2 hours before we can go back. Too tired to eat, i asked my mum help me da bao food home.
This 3 days "event" really tired us out... Need to rest for 1 month also might not be enough...
Sunday, August 31, 2008
Sushi making...
Yesterday, baobei and me meet up early to eat macdonald breakfast. Then we went to NTUC to buy ingredients for sushi. We took bus home as taxi stand too many ppl cuz raining.
We start cooking rice and chopping the hot dog, crabmeat, cucumber and my fav sashimi salmon.. =D~ While waiting for the rice to be cook, we do some housework and packing. Rice was done and baobei start to pour the vinegar inside. After rice was cool down, we start doing sushi. Baobei use the seaweed to wrap and cut while me use sashimi to make the sushi. haha. The rice keep sticking onto my hand and i cannot squeeze a proper shape therefore some big some small. First pot of rice finished and we start cooking 2nd pot. This time round i smarter, i use plastic hand glove and make sushi, lucky the rice never stick onto my hand and i able to make a nicer looking one.
As we still got some rice and ingredients left, so i make egg soup for the rice to make "mui fan". The soup turned out to be quite good? haha. At least i think so.
Everything was done and we went to take a bath before going for badminton(too sticky to go for badminton). We pack the sushi for everyone to eat. haha. First time making quite interesting. Next time we can do better =) So tired =~(
We start cooking rice and chopping the hot dog, crabmeat, cucumber and my fav sashimi salmon.. =D~ While waiting for the rice to be cook, we do some housework and packing. Rice was done and baobei start to pour the vinegar inside. After rice was cool down, we start doing sushi. Baobei use the seaweed to wrap and cut while me use sashimi to make the sushi. haha. The rice keep sticking onto my hand and i cannot squeeze a proper shape therefore some big some small. First pot of rice finished and we start cooking 2nd pot. This time round i smarter, i use plastic hand glove and make sushi, lucky the rice never stick onto my hand and i able to make a nicer looking one.
As we still got some rice and ingredients left, so i make egg soup for the rice to make "mui fan". The soup turned out to be quite good? haha. At least i think so.
Everything was done and we went to take a bath before going for badminton(too sticky to go for badminton). We pack the sushi for everyone to eat. haha. First time making quite interesting. Next time we can do better =) So tired =~(
Monday, August 25, 2008
Diamond Ring
Today i meet baobei for dinner at AMK hub. We tried a new store opened at the donut master, got sell nasi lemak, chicken rice and fried big chicken chop. I ordered 2 nasi lemak and one big big chicken chop. Quite nice, and price is very reasonable. Think i will be there very often. =) Then we bought coffee bean for drink drink.
After dinner, we walked around AMK hub and walked past TAKA jewellery shop. We saw reasonable price for the diamond ring, so i told baobei i would like to buy one for her as proposal of marriage. She initially think think think, so we go walk around somemore. We go NTUC to buy some biscuit and some food for breakfast. Upon payment, she decided and agreed to my proposal. We went up and chose a ring that she like, we tested it out and take a look at other ring, she finalised and decided to take the diamond ring got heart shape. I paid up and request for alter to the ring. We get the receipt and left the shop. Baobei suddenly hugged me and kissed me for the ring, first time i bought thing for her den she so happy. i felt so delighted.
When i want to send baobei home, we saw her mummy. So we accompanied her for dinner. She told her mum is engagement ring, her dad a bit happy. well, we have decided to go Harris Resort for holiday. haha. looking forward....
Currently feeling: =)
Listening to: -
Time: 11:54PM
After dinner, we walked around AMK hub and walked past TAKA jewellery shop. We saw reasonable price for the diamond ring, so i told baobei i would like to buy one for her as proposal of marriage. She initially think think think, so we go walk around somemore. We go NTUC to buy some biscuit and some food for breakfast. Upon payment, she decided and agreed to my proposal. We went up and chose a ring that she like, we tested it out and take a look at other ring, she finalised and decided to take the diamond ring got heart shape. I paid up and request for alter to the ring. We get the receipt and left the shop. Baobei suddenly hugged me and kissed me for the ring, first time i bought thing for her den she so happy. i felt so delighted.
When i want to send baobei home, we saw her mummy. So we accompanied her for dinner. She told her mum is engagement ring, her dad a bit happy. well, we have decided to go Harris Resort for holiday. haha. looking forward....
Currently feeling: =)
Listening to: -
Time: 11:54PM
Thursday, August 14, 2008
our 3rd year anniversary
On the 14th august 2005, that was the day i remember that you gave me a kiss on my face when we were in the lift and hug me outside the bugis arcade.That was really very weet of you.ANd that is how we began our love jouney.
It has been a long and tought time for the both of us.We had been through lots of quarrels but we also has alot of fun times together too.I felt so lucky, safe and secure when with you arround.
Even though you make me cry from the my school bus stop till my house toilet and spoiled my day. I still eventually forgive you and went to meet you.we had sushi for dinner and after that we when to watch "money not enough 2" it was a touching show. Very touching till i cried while watching it.
when we were having our dinner. I was so glad to see the facial expression on your face when u receive the present i gave you. you might think that it is only two piece of normal paper. but you are wrong. i put in alot of effort to made it. hopping that you will like it.
this year anniversary is very short. but it is ok. we still have many many more to come.
Bao Bei Lao Gong, i wan you to know that my love for you will never change. i'm still the same old me who love you with all my hearts and souls no matter what happen. baobei wo ai ni....
It has been a long and tought time for the both of us.We had been through lots of quarrels but we also has alot of fun times together too.I felt so lucky, safe and secure when with you arround.
Even though you make me cry from the my school bus stop till my house toilet and spoiled my day. I still eventually forgive you and went to meet you.we had sushi for dinner and after that we when to watch "money not enough 2" it was a touching show. Very touching till i cried while watching it.
when we were having our dinner. I was so glad to see the facial expression on your face when u receive the present i gave you. you might think that it is only two piece of normal paper. but you are wrong. i put in alot of effort to made it. hopping that you will like it.
this year anniversary is very short. but it is ok. we still have many many more to come.
Bao Bei Lao Gong, i wan you to know that my love for you will never change. i'm still the same old me who love you with all my hearts and souls no matter what happen. baobei wo ai ni....
Thursday, August 7, 2008
The mummy
Last night went to tiong bahru plaza watch "The Mummy" by Jet li. The show is rather interesting... probably will give 4/5... Inside the show, it consisted of excitment as well as laughter. Got a part in the show where the cow puked while taking air plane. baobei was so happy upon seeing the cow in the show. haha. very fluffy one... cute leh... i realised that i also influenced by baobei, now i also like cow. =s moo~~~
Monday, August 4, 2008
Quarrel and quarrel again...
Haiz. Last night, baobei and her siblings quarreled again. All because of cheryl quah. All same surname, but lines have to be drawn between them. A little bit of things must also quarrel, every now and then, i been hearing quarrel and quarrel... Last night quarrel til diana faint. In the middle of the night also want to quarrel... i seriously dunno what to do about it... Why just can't everyone have peace? I damn tired of this already.
Baobei always scold me for being a sleepy log, only know how to sleep. I have to wake up everyday at 6+am, work til night, slp at 12midnight. weekend cannot sleep too long cuz she will angry.. everyday i see my black eye ring getting darker and darker... My fever i think coming back le.. Last night i seriously like going to die already, but .... aiya, dun feel like saying le...
I only want to pray hard... PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!! I want peace for everyone!!!!!!
Baobei always scold me for being a sleepy log, only know how to sleep. I have to wake up everyday at 6+am, work til night, slp at 12midnight. weekend cannot sleep too long cuz she will angry.. everyday i see my black eye ring getting darker and darker... My fever i think coming back le.. Last night i seriously like going to die already, but .... aiya, dun feel like saying le...
I only want to pray hard... PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!! I want peace for everyone!!!!!!
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
Falling aparts
The relationship between baobei and me began to fall aparts last night. I was on phone with her til around 11 when i ask her to stop what she is doing and to go to bed. But she keep dragging and dragging... Just to convert video for PSP or wad. So i scolded her for wasting resting time on this unnecessary stuff... Thats when we started to quarrel, and i am being lectured by her. Perhaps its my fault for shouting... She assumed that i vent my anger at her as my sister is not back and my mum is worried... But i was angry because she keep doing her things and never listen to my words... She started to compare again.. Then she pull everything to shoot me... I really dunno what to say...
This quarrel started to get serious when cheryl ask her to lower her volume... then she started to threaten to commit suicide. Whole family was alarmed and i have overheard the conversation what brenda told them. I guess this incident have costed my relationship with her family to turned sour... I sms-ed her to give her time to cool down.. and i tried to called her mum, but was being hanged up..
Tears started to fall and i couldn't get to sleep.. Is this the end? I have no face to face her family already.. or rather to say i'm now being condemned by her family now ba... 2 years and 23 months... All my fault....
This quarrel started to get serious when cheryl ask her to lower her volume... then she started to threaten to commit suicide. Whole family was alarmed and i have overheard the conversation what brenda told them. I guess this incident have costed my relationship with her family to turned sour... I sms-ed her to give her time to cool down.. and i tried to called her mum, but was being hanged up..
Tears started to fall and i couldn't get to sleep.. Is this the end? I have no face to face her family already.. or rather to say i'm now being condemned by her family now ba... 2 years and 23 months... All my fault....
Sunday, July 20, 2008
Thursday, July 10, 2008
Nice chocolate bread
baobei, despite we have so many arguements... seeing the bread u made for me, i really appriciated it... Although u asked me to throw awy, i really dont bear to do it... I had it for lunch today and its really nice... Thank you for everything...
Things turned sour
The relationship btw me and baobei getting very sour. Maybe i'm not a good bf. A lot of things i really dun understand. My colleagues regardless whether they are married or attached, they have no problems maintaining their relationship even they always work overtime almost everyday, but i always got problems whenever i work overtime.
A lot of times are beyond my control, its not as if i enjoyed working overtime. I am tired also, i also hoped that i can go home early everyday and have dinner with my mum. I always scare i will neglect baobei, so i will meet her at least 3 days after work for dinner. Even sometime i might need to do OT, but i always finish my things fast and meet her for dinner. Now my group is really short of manpower, its hard to avoid doing OT. This is my career, i cannot just say that i cannot do OT everyday, then what is the point of recruiting me? I only hoped baobei can understand this point.
Baobei always said i neglect her, i dunno what is the meaning of neglecting her sometime. 1 week 7 days, i will meet her at least 5 days. Meet her near her house, but she always late. Call her phone also never pick up one. I already tried my best to give her all the care and concern. Last night went all the way to her house after my OT around 10.30pm, she still give me black face for telling her that i got to OT tml. Haiz... I dunno what i can do to satisfy her. I'm only a liar in her mind...
Currently feeling: Tiring and sian
Listening to:...........
Time: 12:11pm
A lot of times are beyond my control, its not as if i enjoyed working overtime. I am tired also, i also hoped that i can go home early everyday and have dinner with my mum. I always scare i will neglect baobei, so i will meet her at least 3 days after work for dinner. Even sometime i might need to do OT, but i always finish my things fast and meet her for dinner. Now my group is really short of manpower, its hard to avoid doing OT. This is my career, i cannot just say that i cannot do OT everyday, then what is the point of recruiting me? I only hoped baobei can understand this point.
Baobei always said i neglect her, i dunno what is the meaning of neglecting her sometime. 1 week 7 days, i will meet her at least 5 days. Meet her near her house, but she always late. Call her phone also never pick up one. I already tried my best to give her all the care and concern. Last night went all the way to her house after my OT around 10.30pm, she still give me black face for telling her that i got to OT tml. Haiz... I dunno what i can do to satisfy her. I'm only a liar in her mind...
Currently feeling: Tiring and sian
Listening to:...........
Time: 12:11pm
it all a lie
10th july 2008, i came to relise that it is a dream and a lie after all. i have been a fool for 35 months. i trusted him so much, but again and again he lied to me, breaking his promises to me once again. last night i had plan to cook dinner for him as i see him not having his meal because he wan to save money. so on the next day, which is today, i woke up at 6am to get ready to go school as i meeting caroline for breakfast before we have our exam.Took my medicine and felt so sleepy and tired. Didn't went for extra lessonwhich is from 2pm to 6pm as i cannot take it. I have been coughing and LS non stop. so i went home.thought that i could rest but in the end i spent my time thinking of what to cook for him to eat and scare that i cooked this and he don't like it. In the end i decided to make something special for him. I decided to give baking a try. so me and da jie went to amk hub de ntuc to buy the things we need. by the time we got the things we need, it is already 7 plus going to 8pm le.i din't even have time to eat my dinner and medicine as i was so worry that i could not make it in time. end up finish baking at around 10.30pm. he called and we chat on the phone for a while as he took a taxi to my house to collect the bread. what really made mi angry and heart broken is that the first thing he tell mi or ask me for the whole day is not about my health or what. it that he tomorrow want to overtime cannot meet mi. he had totally forgotten that he had promise mi that we will go bowling on friday night. I got angry and when he came and take the bread i gave him black face. he took the ugly and hard like hell the bread home. i sms him tell him to throw it away and we quarrel, i cried in the toilet and while typing all this. he don't even care or know that i am crying.allhe know is he is tired lack of sleep and work work work everyday. this really make mi want to break up and get a someone better. sometime i really wish that i can have a bf who really understand how i feel and know what i really want. i just don't want to do everything all alone by myself. going home alone. walking down the road. heart broken and cry in bed till i fall a sleep. seriously very heart broken. i don't want to be a fool anymore.
Thursday, June 26, 2008
Genting trip
Last saturday night is our genting trip with baobei, diana, weesing, joanne and walter. We meet up 8.45pm at golden mile complex. Our bus depart around 10.30pm but we need to report half hour earlier. Baobei's parent came to send them off. We check in at konsortium and we was told that we have a free upgrade of bus to genting. from royal VIP to snoozer bus. got tv, got comfortable chair. dunno is i suay or not, whole bus got 21 seats, but my seat de tv controller got problem, cannot watch tv and hear song. crap lor. damn sian. baobei offered me her tv but i watched for a while i cannot tahan cuz my neck pain as i need to turn my head to face her tv.
2 hours later, we reach yong peng for stopover. i bought some supper to fill my stomach incase hungry. A while later, we set off to genting. We reached genting around 4am and we realised that we only can check in around 12pm... wtf... ended up we have to "nua" around til that time. We have our "early" breakfast at macdonald there, so expensive lor... While we are resting at the lobby, walter, diana and joanne went to casino. Around 8+am, the rest of us goes to starbuck cafe and drink hot chocolate as the weather is super cold... I was so bored til i ask baobei and weesing to wake up and we go shopping... I bought a jacket at FOS to keep myself warm...
Ard afternoon time, we check into hotel and we start "nua" at room til we decided to go KL instead of theme park cuz its getting late. We took cable car from genting hotel to go down bus terminal. We reached there and all bus tickets sold out, ended up we took cab down KL, the pte cab is so run down, the seat got no sponge and so dusty. We reached KL and it was raining. We wait for weesing and diana as they are in another cab and got down at wrong place.
We wait for rain stop and we walk around the night market at petaling street. Weesing bought a shoes, and its was kinda cheap, den one by one and ended up all of us bought a shoe each. -_- ok la... i bought my adidas shoes for RM45.. so cheap =D We had bak kut teh for dinner and everyone enjoyed the dinner. We took cab back to genting around 10+pm. The moment we back in hotel and everyone get changed to go casino. Weesing and baobei is underage, so we need to hiong them to go inside without being caught. When we all get in already, weesing tio checked and he had to went by all the other 3 entrances, but all failed, so he went back hotel room rest instead. We been playing 3 card poker for whole night, i only win a bit but diana win ard 1.5k. good luck lor... we went back hotel around 3+ 4+ to slp.
Baobei wake me up around 7am to go for breakfast. all of us was so shagged up lor. except baobei, she was so energised... omg... we went to first world cafe for free buffet breakfast... i think i ate quite a lot and drink a lot of milk =s After breakfast, we went back hotel to rest a while til 10+ and we go make those air spray tattoo... i only do one but they do a lot lor... walter was in the room himself cuz he nt going to theme park. Weather was so cooling there and we went to play the ghost train, tea cup and merry go round... blah blah blah... When playing go kart, i was so irritated by the black indian, wanted to trash them but ended up quarrel wif baobei. dun want to mention le... after all these solved... we went for dinner together and meet up with walter go for indoor theme park and shopping and snow world... after one day of fun, we get changed and go back casino... this time round we tried to bring weesing to go genting casino but still kanna, ended up we have to hiong first world de casino again. but he managed to get in by pretending to be joanne's bf. but joanna tio check, luckily she overaged. A while later, the security guard was like looking at weesing, so i sent him back to hotel room then go back. All of us got no luck this time and everyone lost. i was so guilty lor, i lost baobei's money also... so sad... we went back to hotel without walter cuz he wanna chiong all the way.
We wake up kinda late next day... we went for breakfast and do last minute shopping and then check out to go back casino... i managed to win a bit back, but still lost a lot... when we take our luggage, i realised i left my PSP at hotel room, i went back and the room was cleaned up, i asked the housekeeping cleaner and he tell me he nv see in malay. crap lor. confirm he took it le... but i got no evidence. so no choice.... The bus almost left without us and baobei was inside the bus, i was so scared baobei was alone... and she got no fone. luckily baobei help us to stop the bus and we managed to get up... i was being bothered by the loss of psp and baobei was crying.. i felt so guilty cuz the psp is we share money to buy one.. got feeling one lor... haiz... went back home den email the hotel, but no reply from them... guess there goes my psp.... overall this trip... its a really big loss for me...
2 hours later, we reach yong peng for stopover. i bought some supper to fill my stomach incase hungry. A while later, we set off to genting. We reached genting around 4am and we realised that we only can check in around 12pm... wtf... ended up we have to "nua" around til that time. We have our "early" breakfast at macdonald there, so expensive lor... While we are resting at the lobby, walter, diana and joanne went to casino. Around 8+am, the rest of us goes to starbuck cafe and drink hot chocolate as the weather is super cold... I was so bored til i ask baobei and weesing to wake up and we go shopping... I bought a jacket at FOS to keep myself warm...
Ard afternoon time, we check into hotel and we start "nua" at room til we decided to go KL instead of theme park cuz its getting late. We took cable car from genting hotel to go down bus terminal. We reached there and all bus tickets sold out, ended up we took cab down KL, the pte cab is so run down, the seat got no sponge and so dusty. We reached KL and it was raining. We wait for weesing and diana as they are in another cab and got down at wrong place.
We wait for rain stop and we walk around the night market at petaling street. Weesing bought a shoes, and its was kinda cheap, den one by one and ended up all of us bought a shoe each. -_- ok la... i bought my adidas shoes for RM45.. so cheap =D We had bak kut teh for dinner and everyone enjoyed the dinner. We took cab back to genting around 10+pm. The moment we back in hotel and everyone get changed to go casino. Weesing and baobei is underage, so we need to hiong them to go inside without being caught. When we all get in already, weesing tio checked and he had to went by all the other 3 entrances, but all failed, so he went back hotel room rest instead. We been playing 3 card poker for whole night, i only win a bit but diana win ard 1.5k. good luck lor... we went back hotel around 3+ 4+ to slp.
Baobei wake me up around 7am to go for breakfast. all of us was so shagged up lor. except baobei, she was so energised... omg... we went to first world cafe for free buffet breakfast... i think i ate quite a lot and drink a lot of milk =s After breakfast, we went back hotel to rest a while til 10+ and we go make those air spray tattoo... i only do one but they do a lot lor... walter was in the room himself cuz he nt going to theme park. Weather was so cooling there and we went to play the ghost train, tea cup and merry go round... blah blah blah... When playing go kart, i was so irritated by the black indian, wanted to trash them but ended up quarrel wif baobei. dun want to mention le... after all these solved... we went for dinner together and meet up with walter go for indoor theme park and shopping and snow world... after one day of fun, we get changed and go back casino... this time round we tried to bring weesing to go genting casino but still kanna, ended up we have to hiong first world de casino again. but he managed to get in by pretending to be joanne's bf. but joanna tio check, luckily she overaged. A while later, the security guard was like looking at weesing, so i sent him back to hotel room then go back. All of us got no luck this time and everyone lost. i was so guilty lor, i lost baobei's money also... so sad... we went back to hotel without walter cuz he wanna chiong all the way.
We wake up kinda late next day... we went for breakfast and do last minute shopping and then check out to go back casino... i managed to win a bit back, but still lost a lot... when we take our luggage, i realised i left my PSP at hotel room, i went back and the room was cleaned up, i asked the housekeeping cleaner and he tell me he nv see in malay. crap lor. confirm he took it le... but i got no evidence. so no choice.... The bus almost left without us and baobei was inside the bus, i was so scared baobei was alone... and she got no fone. luckily baobei help us to stop the bus and we managed to get up... i was being bothered by the loss of psp and baobei was crying.. i felt so guilty cuz the psp is we share money to buy one.. got feeling one lor... haiz... went back home den email the hotel, but no reply from them... guess there goes my psp.... overall this trip... its a really big loss for me...
Sunday, June 15, 2008
34th Month Anniversary
Last saturday is our 34th month anniversary. Supposed to go back for OT but got to reject my boss.
We meet up at J8 for the NETS GSS game for dunno what lucky dip. Won 2 coffee bean and 1 isetan vouchers. ok lah, cannot expect too much. Was hoping to win the $5000 cash vouchers or PS3. After that, we had our lunch at cafe cartel, they are having a promotion for their "Saint Louis Pork Rib". I think 12.90 for the set meal. So long never eat that, kinda full after lunch.
We went to bus interchange to take bus down to Sim Lim Square to make laptop skin for baobei's laptop. We walked around to look for the camera i intended to buy. This year PC show got nothing good deal, perhaps only those HDD or Printers. Other than that, no attractive price at all. When we were at the shop, we wanted to make the skin, but for 18+7(customised skin), $25 for a black/white colour only (which is cow skin), not kinda worth it. So we decided to go back design more colourful but consist of cow de skin den come back make. Then we decided to go back to the first camera shop we went to get the camera. We went back there to try out all the camera for around half hour and i decided to get a Panasonic Lumix DSC-FS3 instead of Fujifilm that i wanted to get long ago. He quoted 299 and free 4gb card, tripod, pouch and screen protector. When we wanted to make payment, he tell me that he will include 7% GST in which is 318++ in total. I was fustrated that he should have quote us the final price when we ask ma. Most shop will mention about the GST when we asked the price but this shop only ask after we decided on which camera, although i was kinda guilty that i troubled that guy to let me test all the camera, but the way he do business i don't like at all. So no choice, i called up the promoter at PC show and check the price that she gave. Its was mentioned 349 with free 2x4gb, pouch, cleaning kit, screen protector plus one more free batt. that guy don't even want to give another batt and he quoted 330 (w/o GST) total with one more batt. but i believe it will cost more than PC show if i get another batt, so i wanted to go back PC show to get it myself cuz i know baobei angry le. She was so fustrated cuz she waited for so long then in the end i want to go PC show buy, but i want to get the more value out of it. She wanted to get the camera as present for me, but she got budget, so i want to help her lower her budget ma.
After i explained to her, she understand and we walk to bugis junction to grab some bite before we go suntec. We walked past the pet lover shop and she was attracted to the black winter white hamster. I have to drag her out then we can go suntec. We walked past a new steamboat shop at shaw tower and we decided to make this place her father day venue. We faster go to PC show and we buy le then faster go for dinner as its was getting late. We had dinner at "jus noodle". Then we take bus 107 home. =D
We meet up at J8 for the NETS GSS game for dunno what lucky dip. Won 2 coffee bean and 1 isetan vouchers. ok lah, cannot expect too much. Was hoping to win the $5000 cash vouchers or PS3. After that, we had our lunch at cafe cartel, they are having a promotion for their "Saint Louis Pork Rib". I think 12.90 for the set meal. So long never eat that, kinda full after lunch.
We went to bus interchange to take bus down to Sim Lim Square to make laptop skin for baobei's laptop. We walked around to look for the camera i intended to buy. This year PC show got nothing good deal, perhaps only those HDD or Printers. Other than that, no attractive price at all. When we were at the shop, we wanted to make the skin, but for 18+7(customised skin), $25 for a black/white colour only (which is cow skin), not kinda worth it. So we decided to go back design more colourful but consist of cow de skin den come back make. Then we decided to go back to the first camera shop we went to get the camera. We went back there to try out all the camera for around half hour and i decided to get a Panasonic Lumix DSC-FS3 instead of Fujifilm that i wanted to get long ago. He quoted 299 and free 4gb card, tripod, pouch and screen protector. When we wanted to make payment, he tell me that he will include 7% GST in which is 318++ in total. I was fustrated that he should have quote us the final price when we ask ma. Most shop will mention about the GST when we asked the price but this shop only ask after we decided on which camera, although i was kinda guilty that i troubled that guy to let me test all the camera, but the way he do business i don't like at all. So no choice, i called up the promoter at PC show and check the price that she gave. Its was mentioned 349 with free 2x4gb, pouch, cleaning kit, screen protector plus one more free batt. that guy don't even want to give another batt and he quoted 330 (w/o GST) total with one more batt. but i believe it will cost more than PC show if i get another batt, so i wanted to go back PC show to get it myself cuz i know baobei angry le. She was so fustrated cuz she waited for so long then in the end i want to go PC show buy, but i want to get the more value out of it. She wanted to get the camera as present for me, but she got budget, so i want to help her lower her budget ma.
After i explained to her, she understand and we walk to bugis junction to grab some bite before we go suntec. We walked past the pet lover shop and she was attracted to the black winter white hamster. I have to drag her out then we can go suntec. We walked past a new steamboat shop at shaw tower and we decided to make this place her father day venue. We faster go to PC show and we buy le then faster go for dinner as its was getting late. We had dinner at "jus noodle". Then we take bus 107 home. =D
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
what a month...
During this month, many things had happened. study and exam for me to handle, overtime for bao bei. It seems to be a very short and fast month for the both of us. We also face many problem during this month. Most of the problem is finance problem. I feel so useless as I'm unable to go out and work to earn money. I got to depend on baobei for everything. He seem so stress and work out. I see him like that my heart really breaks and hurt. This month, he had a high fever. Temperature of 39.2 and it took him about 2 week to recover. I look after him and study for my exams and finally he recovered. Finally I can concentrate on my study le. We did not really enjoy this month very much as it is very tiring for him and me. I not only got to take care of him and study, I have alot appointment to go. travelling from amk to queenstown then to simei is very very tiring for me.But soon me , baobei, xin xin, da jie, joanne and walter is going to Genting on the 21st june at night. Hehe. So happy, looking forward to it.
Monday, May 26, 2008
Tiring and painful month
This month is a very tiring and painful month for me and baobei. She got her leg injured and i sick and extract of my wisdom tooth. Hoped that in future there wont be such things happen to us.
My dear baobei is having her exam and her CAT paper is drawing nearer and nearer. She having a lot of problems and trouble with her school work and classmate. I can't help her much, but would wish that she can overcome all obstacle.
Worked for so many months, i think i have bought whatever i need, so far i think i will focus my money on my camera and driving lesson. I dont understand why no matter how much i tried to save but in the end i still cannot save up. My card bill for next mth gonna shoot up a lot cuz i went for dentist and go polyclinic. Talking about polyclinic, previously i almost faint due to ear imbalance, so i went for another check up. So the doctor helped me to wash my right ear, there was a very big ear wax with some cotton on it which is as big as a 20 cent coin. Must be accumulated for years. haha. Now my ear is so shiok and cooling, like a new ear like tat. =)
Hoped for a better future for everyone and world peace~ ^_^V
My dear baobei is having her exam and her CAT paper is drawing nearer and nearer. She having a lot of problems and trouble with her school work and classmate. I can't help her much, but would wish that she can overcome all obstacle.
Worked for so many months, i think i have bought whatever i need, so far i think i will focus my money on my camera and driving lesson. I dont understand why no matter how much i tried to save but in the end i still cannot save up. My card bill for next mth gonna shoot up a lot cuz i went for dentist and go polyclinic. Talking about polyclinic, previously i almost faint due to ear imbalance, so i went for another check up. So the doctor helped me to wash my right ear, there was a very big ear wax with some cotton on it which is as big as a 20 cent coin. Must be accumulated for years. haha. Now my ear is so shiok and cooling, like a new ear like tat. =)
Hoped for a better future for everyone and world peace~ ^_^V
Thursday, May 15, 2008
my 33th anniversary
this month is our 33th anniversary.well it is one of the most special anniversary. last time anniversary is me who fall sick. this month is my baobei lao gong fall sick. on the 4th may i fall down and hurt my leg, bao bei had been taking care of me. evryday he had to work and everytime have to work overtime then after working, he had to rush down to my house to buy my dinner because of my injured leg, cannot walk too much. everynight reach home very late then very late then sleep next day very early wake up go work. when he working he got to help his friend to do their job as they are on leave. I can tell and feel that he is very tired. he did all this just want to accompany mi and hope that i wont feel bored.i got mc for 0ne week, and he had been doing it for one week. few days ago, he feel shape pain in his gum and think that this lead the headache he had. yesterday afternoon which is our anniversary he almost faint in his company. then he went to see doctor. doctor say he got infected by viurs. gave him mc, ask him to rest at home. i took the risk of not completing study my costing. i went to meet him and we had dinner at his house near by the market to had dinner. then we went home and rest. i accompany him till 10 plus, took taxi home and dye my hair because next morning i got exam.
the next day, which is today, he went to poly clinic to see doctor to write refer letter to dental clinic. so he was refered to Singapore General Hospital. he went to see then dental and i went for my appointement. then he told me that he pull our his teeth. so scary.
he arrived at the clinic then he cant talk, i see him like this i heart very pain. when we having dinner that time, he watch me eat but he cannot eat then i feel very sad.he did not send mi home at he is having slight fever. he don't allow me to go his house to accompany him. as he worry that later at night it is very danager to go home alone. then i told him i can go home myself then he alight at toa payoh and took bus home. i went home myself. very sian because tomorrow not meeting him. and sat he accompany mi check up then will go to his friend's house warming, then sunday i got to study, monday also. time spent with him is getting lesser and lesser.
bao bei i love ya. hope u will get well soon. muackz.
the next day, which is today, he went to poly clinic to see doctor to write refer letter to dental clinic. so he was refered to Singapore General Hospital. he went to see then dental and i went for my appointement. then he told me that he pull our his teeth. so scary.
he arrived at the clinic then he cant talk, i see him like this i heart very pain. when we having dinner that time, he watch me eat but he cannot eat then i feel very sad.he did not send mi home at he is having slight fever. he don't allow me to go his house to accompany him. as he worry that later at night it is very danager to go home alone. then i told him i can go home myself then he alight at toa payoh and took bus home. i went home myself. very sian because tomorrow not meeting him. and sat he accompany mi check up then will go to his friend's house warming, then sunday i got to study, monday also. time spent with him is getting lesser and lesser.
bao bei i love ya. hope u will get well soon. muackz.
Monday, May 5, 2008
i am so touch by you.
on the 4th may sunday, me da jie xin xin and baobei, we had book the badminton court for 3 hr. eraly in the morning 8.30am, xin xin father drove his car and come fetch us to potong paris to play badminton. we started playing at 9am after our breakfast. i drink some HL milk before playing.
when we are playing, my stomach started to have some reaction. want to go boom the toilet le. so i went to the toilet. when i was about to step out of the indoor court. i did not know that there is a step there so i trip over and landed on my right leg. i heard crack crack twice. it was so painful. i hardly and straighten my right ankle.
so i rested there for 3 hours. sitting there looking at them play. so sad. want to play also but it is way to painful le. after the game. we went back home to bath. we took about 2 hours to wash up and went down stair to have our lunch, it was about 3 pm. we went to see the chinese doctor first. but his asst say that if we willing to wait for him to come over here , it will take about half an hour. if not we had to go over to their another shop.
so we decided to wait. while we were waiting, we went to the next stall beside the chinese doctor shop to have our lunch. the lunch was nice. after that, it was my turn to see the doctor. he examine le and say it might be bone fractured. i was so scare.
he started to pock 3 needles on to my ankle and it was so painful till i scream and cry. i pull baobei shirt and grad so tight on to his hand. this is very stupid as it cost mi $60 just 3 pock of needles and some medicine.
we left the shop, and xin xin brought mi to another chinese doctor at amk ave 6 there. that doctor say cannot do anything first because it has medicine on it already. got to see tomorrow whether is there blue black or it is still that swollen.
after that we went home as deborah and ah gan is coming over to help da jie with her project. they study at the living room and i am resting on baobei bed. actually wanted to study but after crying so much i felt too tired to study. so i fall a sleep. bao bei was so caring to me. he was by my side all the way looking after me. helping me up and down. take this take that. i see him like this i am so touch.
when i wake up, he went to buy dinner for me. he is so busy as he got to do the housework and got to entain da jie deborah xin xin and ah gan. still got to take care of me nd his sis. it is really hard on him.
by the time he finish doing the house work, it was 1am going to 2 am le. he still got to wake up at 6.45am to go work. my poor bao bei. see him like this i felt so bad and heart ache. i blame myself why i cannot take care of myself.
on monday which is 5th may, i wake up at 1 plus. found out that my strawberry season come already. so tired. baobei took half day leave just to come over to look after me.he bought me lunch and accompany me do some homework then when it is time to take out the bandage. we found out that my ankle is getting worst and the pain is killing me.
i went to have a quick shower before baobei and xiao mei sent me to kk hospital. we took a taxi there and they ask us to go to ttsh as there got doctor who is train for this. then we took a taxi down to ttsh de A&E. waitied there for about 2 hours to see the doctor. did x-ray and waiting for 1 hour to take medicine. then we went to had our dinner and went home. baobei accompany mi till 9 plus then he went home. he was very tired as i can tell. i really want to thank him very much and i am very sorry to cause him so much trouble. bao bei i love you. muackz.
when we are playing, my stomach started to have some reaction. want to go boom the toilet le. so i went to the toilet. when i was about to step out of the indoor court. i did not know that there is a step there so i trip over and landed on my right leg. i heard crack crack twice. it was so painful. i hardly and straighten my right ankle.
so i rested there for 3 hours. sitting there looking at them play. so sad. want to play also but it is way to painful le. after the game. we went back home to bath. we took about 2 hours to wash up and went down stair to have our lunch, it was about 3 pm. we went to see the chinese doctor first. but his asst say that if we willing to wait for him to come over here , it will take about half an hour. if not we had to go over to their another shop.
so we decided to wait. while we were waiting, we went to the next stall beside the chinese doctor shop to have our lunch. the lunch was nice. after that, it was my turn to see the doctor. he examine le and say it might be bone fractured. i was so scare.
he started to pock 3 needles on to my ankle and it was so painful till i scream and cry. i pull baobei shirt and grad so tight on to his hand. this is very stupid as it cost mi $60 just 3 pock of needles and some medicine.
we left the shop, and xin xin brought mi to another chinese doctor at amk ave 6 there. that doctor say cannot do anything first because it has medicine on it already. got to see tomorrow whether is there blue black or it is still that swollen.
after that we went home as deborah and ah gan is coming over to help da jie with her project. they study at the living room and i am resting on baobei bed. actually wanted to study but after crying so much i felt too tired to study. so i fall a sleep. bao bei was so caring to me. he was by my side all the way looking after me. helping me up and down. take this take that. i see him like this i am so touch.
when i wake up, he went to buy dinner for me. he is so busy as he got to do the housework and got to entain da jie deborah xin xin and ah gan. still got to take care of me nd his sis. it is really hard on him.
by the time he finish doing the house work, it was 1am going to 2 am le. he still got to wake up at 6.45am to go work. my poor bao bei. see him like this i felt so bad and heart ache. i blame myself why i cannot take care of myself.
on monday which is 5th may, i wake up at 1 plus. found out that my strawberry season come already. so tired. baobei took half day leave just to come over to look after me.he bought me lunch and accompany me do some homework then when it is time to take out the bandage. we found out that my ankle is getting worst and the pain is killing me.
i went to have a quick shower before baobei and xiao mei sent me to kk hospital. we took a taxi there and they ask us to go to ttsh as there got doctor who is train for this. then we took a taxi down to ttsh de A&E. waitied there for about 2 hours to see the doctor. did x-ray and waiting for 1 hour to take medicine. then we went to had our dinner and went home. baobei accompany mi till 9 plus then he went home. he was very tired as i can tell. i really want to thank him very much and i am very sorry to cause him so much trouble. bao bei i love you. muackz.
Monday, April 28, 2008
End of april
End of april is drawing near soon. For the past 2 weeks, baobei and me have really got a lot of quarrels. Both of us got kinda bad temper, seemed like a bit shaky in our relationship. Nevertheless, i hoped this kind of thing will not happen soon/again..
I bought a new Yonex racket cuz my old racket is going "up-lorry" soon. Don't know how long it can last... last sunday i only managed to book for one hour, but this time round we book 3 hrs... omg... somemore is 9am in the morning. Well, its a good form of exercise where we can sweat everything out. haha... must jia you!
Currently feeling: blues blues blues
Listening to: MMW3 OST
Time: 1:34pm
I bought a new Yonex racket cuz my old racket is going "up-lorry" soon. Don't know how long it can last... last sunday i only managed to book for one hour, but this time round we book 3 hrs... omg... somemore is 9am in the morning. Well, its a good form of exercise where we can sweat everything out. haha... must jia you!
Currently feeling: blues blues blues
Listening to: MMW3 OST
Time: 1:34pm
Sunday, April 13, 2008
Celebration...
Yesterday, baobei said that she will be having appointment with the dietrician. I was wondering how come the clinic got open on sunday... So i meet baobei 10.30am at alexandra hospital to accompany her for the appointment. When i reached there, they told me that the nurses made a mistake in the appointment, it should be may instead of april. Her mum was so furious and intend to lodge a complaint. So while we are waiting, she is having arguement with the nurses and request to claim for the taxi... after sometime, i think they have come to an agreement.. i dont really have any idea what will be going on, but i dun think its good to ask...
After we walked out of the hospital, we walked to the ABC market and had our lunch there. I only eat peanut paste as i had breakfast with my mum earlier on. Baobei was eating vegetarian mee hoon, kinda surprising for me cuz she dun like to eat vegetarian food. We took bus to orchard after the lunch cuz auntie want to see her new wrking place which is at Orchard OG.
We got down at meridian and walked over there. Just nice there is FILA promotion sales and i was so "gian" of buying the duffel bag cuz i need one whenever i go oversea. But i have to consider first as i spent my salary already. So i keep thinking while we go walk around the place. Baobei decided to buy the shoe bag for caroline as her birthday approaching. Til then i make up my mind on buying the bag. The cashier give me a redeemtion coupon for a cheap pen and discount coupon for the silver neckleces. So i was just entertaining the redeemtion counter and i just ask baobei if she like it, ended up she told me she like it... at that point of time, i was calculating my budget for the rest of the month... but thinking over it, since its buying for baobei, i think i shall buy for her... even though i spent a lot of money already... I got to do more OT to earn back... The rest of the month den see how ba... I can see her smiling face when she took out a necklece and a bracelet... at then, i am quite consoled...
We met up with her parent and we going to separate way.. So we walk around the orchard. From OG to lucky plaza then from taka to far east plaza... I think we reached orchard too early due to the stupid mistake the nurse made, so ended up we had our dinner at 4++pm. We went to the new Japanese fast food restaurant "Mogu Mogu". There is no counter, just a cute waitress teaching us how to use the new ordering machine which is really interested us to give it a try. Baobei order teriyaki chicken rice and i order a kawaii bento. haha. So we find a seat and wait for a while before our number is called out and i go to collect the food. My bento looks really cute like a cat? haha. The serving is not very big, so those big eater sure will not satisfy with the amount of food. But we ate happily and the environment is quite good. Their service is also not bad. We will definitely come back try again.
While we were eating, her dad called me and ask us if we have any credit which got discount at any cinema cuz they wanted to watch 3 kingdom. I do not have any cuz pay too low... cannot apply. =/ They asked us to help them go Lido and find out if there is any shows over there. Therefore after our dinner, we walked over there and check it out. While we were checking on the showtime and the price, we saw Mark Lee(Lee Guo Huang) and his wife buying tickets to watch movie as well. He is quite polite and actually say hi to us. haha. After her parent went in for movie, we went to my hse as nothing to do already.
At my house, i watched the movie "The Warlords" and baobei fall asleep cuz she have no interest in those kind of show... so i watched the show myself...
Today is our 32th month anniversary, baobei first day of year 2. but later she got physio at alexandra hospital, i going over after my wrk and find her and we gonna have dinner together. hee...
After we walked out of the hospital, we walked to the ABC market and had our lunch there. I only eat peanut paste as i had breakfast with my mum earlier on. Baobei was eating vegetarian mee hoon, kinda surprising for me cuz she dun like to eat vegetarian food. We took bus to orchard after the lunch cuz auntie want to see her new wrking place which is at Orchard OG.
We got down at meridian and walked over there. Just nice there is FILA promotion sales and i was so "gian" of buying the duffel bag cuz i need one whenever i go oversea. But i have to consider first as i spent my salary already. So i keep thinking while we go walk around the place. Baobei decided to buy the shoe bag for caroline as her birthday approaching. Til then i make up my mind on buying the bag. The cashier give me a redeemtion coupon for a cheap pen and discount coupon for the silver neckleces. So i was just entertaining the redeemtion counter and i just ask baobei if she like it, ended up she told me she like it... at that point of time, i was calculating my budget for the rest of the month... but thinking over it, since its buying for baobei, i think i shall buy for her... even though i spent a lot of money already... I got to do more OT to earn back... The rest of the month den see how ba... I can see her smiling face when she took out a necklece and a bracelet... at then, i am quite consoled...
We met up with her parent and we going to separate way.. So we walk around the orchard. From OG to lucky plaza then from taka to far east plaza... I think we reached orchard too early due to the stupid mistake the nurse made, so ended up we had our dinner at 4++pm. We went to the new Japanese fast food restaurant "Mogu Mogu". There is no counter, just a cute waitress teaching us how to use the new ordering machine which is really interested us to give it a try. Baobei order teriyaki chicken rice and i order a kawaii bento. haha. So we find a seat and wait for a while before our number is called out and i go to collect the food. My bento looks really cute like a cat? haha. The serving is not very big, so those big eater sure will not satisfy with the amount of food. But we ate happily and the environment is quite good. Their service is also not bad. We will definitely come back try again.
While we were eating, her dad called me and ask us if we have any credit which got discount at any cinema cuz they wanted to watch 3 kingdom. I do not have any cuz pay too low... cannot apply. =/ They asked us to help them go Lido and find out if there is any shows over there. Therefore after our dinner, we walked over there and check it out. While we were checking on the showtime and the price, we saw Mark Lee(Lee Guo Huang) and his wife buying tickets to watch movie as well. He is quite polite and actually say hi to us. haha. After her parent went in for movie, we went to my hse as nothing to do already.
At my house, i watched the movie "The Warlords" and baobei fall asleep cuz she have no interest in those kind of show... so i watched the show myself...
Today is our 32th month anniversary, baobei first day of year 2. but later she got physio at alexandra hospital, i going over after my wrk and find her and we gonna have dinner together. hee...
Monday, April 7, 2008
a wonderful day
last sunday, baobei da jie xin xin and me went to east coast park at 12 plus to 1 pm. xin xin went to amk hub to buy something then he took a taxi down to pick me and da jie up then went to pick baobei up then we head to east coast. In the taxi, we have alot of fun and laughter as xin xin told us that he got chase by the ranger when he was trying to fish with his friends. Haha. He told us that the chase was like 25km like that (talk cock la). when we reach east coast park. the sun was shinning very bright. It is a good weather for cycling and swimming but too bad i cannot swim because I having my strawberry season this morning. so sad if not i will go for swimming le. we rents bicycle for 4 hours. xin xin know the lady boss there and so we paid only $39 for 4 bicycle and for 4 hours. we cycle to changi and stop at the side of the road and went down to the beach to pick sea shell and we found a small crad. we collected they and keep them in a small bag which we had found there. then we head back to east coast as i got nature call. You can hardly see me cycling so hard and fast before. as i in need of the toilet. after finding the toilet we carry on cycling and stop at the side of the beach and i started to collect stones. i collected many nice white stones. but da jie took some. sob. they belong to me de lor. never mind, bao bei promise me that will bring me to east coast park more often to collect more of this stones. I hear le so happy. after we return the bicycles. we are all very hungry.we walk around and search for healthy food. but end up eating japan food. after dinner, we went to the bowling alley to see people playing bowling. the game there very expensive, 1 game $4. $4 i can place 2 games at HomeTeamNs. after that we went to wash up and change our clothings as we really very smelly. then we went to the arcade to see what games we can play. after that we call taxi and went home. baobei alight first then me and da jie. xin xin went back to his work place to find the accounts book for that xiao lao ban (little boss). after that all of us really feel very tired. me and baobei got sun burn but baobei on more serious as he seldom go under the sun. he is someone who can get tanned easily and and can become fair easily. i really enjoy that day. i never know that actually exercise can be so much fun. i have plan that this coming saturday i will try going gym and jog as baobei always want me to go jogging. i go there jogging he go there train his arm strenght. like this also good la. can lose weight. i want to slim down and get healthy... i will try my best to lose as much weight as i can.
Tuesday, April 1, 2008
Stress....
These few weeks so many things happened... Suddenly all the mood seemed to be very down... Baobei having bad mood and temper these few weeks due to all the things happening... Mainly is because of money and health problem... I dunno wad i can do, but things changed and was not like before. Its was a sudden turn and i really cannot adopt it.
No matter what, i will still stand beside my bao bei and hold her hand to tell her that i will be here with you against all odds... Hoped things will change for the better.
No matter what, i will still stand beside my bao bei and hold her hand to tell her that i will be here with you against all odds... Hoped things will change for the better.
Sunday, March 30, 2008
why i reacting in this way
my life had totally change when i received my blood test result. every thin are high, blood sugar high, blood pressure high.. got to lose 28kg in order to stay healthy. since that day, my mum started to control my diet, what i eat and drink totally cut down by more than half. i felt so weak when she did it to me. took alot of blood test and went for check ups and x-ray. this one charge money that one charge money. charge till i don't have enough money le. i got to pay my course fee and bills. feel bad asking mummy and daddy to pay for my things. got to find some ways to earn money.haiz
Monday, March 17, 2008
So feb up and disappointed,being look down by my own father
So sad and disappointed as my own parents look down on mi. all thanks to my 2nd aunty. saying that how good her son ah jo is as he work part time overtime can earn 100 plus. Because of this sentense, my dad conclude that i am useless and throw our family face. just because i am jobless. daddy felt that i having holiday and don want to go to work. is not that i don wan to find a job. i had send alot of resume and went for alot of interview and he keep thinking that i never find. why didn't he say about cheryl, she also jobless. why must it always going against mi. I started to hate this family. I start want to move out. i know it will hurt mummy. i can't bear to leave her. but daddy is the one who is forcing mi to leave.now we having quarrel.
Thursday, March 13, 2008
our 31th month anniversary.
today is our 31th month anniversary. It surpose to be a very happy occuaction but it turns out to be like this..
early in the moring 7.30am, when the sun is about to shine, weather is cold as it has just stop rainning. my mummy wake me up, asking me to go see doctor about my weight thingy(as she promise me to bring me there). So we went to amk poly clinic to see the doctor. Took no. for resignation, waited quite long to see the doctor.
the doctor took my height and weight and ask me to take some test to check out what went wrong inside my body. So we went to take blood pressurse test and blood sugar test. It was painful when doing the test as they had to take some drops of my blood to test. Got the result in a few mins time. Found out that my blood pressures and blood suagr level is above the normal requirement.Then my mummy start to jump in to concludsion le. Keep say that I had the same illiness like my father and blame me for not doing exerciese and eating too much oily and deep fried food when I swear to god that I seldom eat very oily ans deep fried food.Then the doctor arrange another blood test for me. This time they took out 1 tube of my blood.
After that, we went to the near by hawker center to have our breakfast. she keep asking me to eat food with out oil salt or sugar. like this where got taste? must well don't eat. I told her I don't want to eat. She scolded me. Say that they just took so much blood out from me. Must eat something if not will faint. I don't care about what she say. Faint then faint lor. die even better. she like want the whole world to know my condition. keep on calling to others telling them my condition. I so angry that I walk very fast to the bus interchange and took a bus home. she went to bring racheal to hospital for check up..
when I reach home, I did not rest. I straight away took the dry clothing down then hang up the wet ones then change xaio ai and ah boy's bathing as it is very stink. finish changing i took out my ghost stories books and read and blog at the same time.this is only from morning till afternooon.who knows what will happene tonight. haven eaten or drink a single drop of water or food till now. had a quarrel with baobei. feeling very giddy and sad now..
early in the moring 7.30am, when the sun is about to shine, weather is cold as it has just stop rainning. my mummy wake me up, asking me to go see doctor about my weight thingy(as she promise me to bring me there). So we went to amk poly clinic to see the doctor. Took no. for resignation, waited quite long to see the doctor.
the doctor took my height and weight and ask me to take some test to check out what went wrong inside my body. So we went to take blood pressurse test and blood sugar test. It was painful when doing the test as they had to take some drops of my blood to test. Got the result in a few mins time. Found out that my blood pressures and blood suagr level is above the normal requirement.Then my mummy start to jump in to concludsion le. Keep say that I had the same illiness like my father and blame me for not doing exerciese and eating too much oily and deep fried food when I swear to god that I seldom eat very oily ans deep fried food.Then the doctor arrange another blood test for me. This time they took out 1 tube of my blood.
After that, we went to the near by hawker center to have our breakfast. she keep asking me to eat food with out oil salt or sugar. like this where got taste? must well don't eat. I told her I don't want to eat. She scolded me. Say that they just took so much blood out from me. Must eat something if not will faint. I don't care about what she say. Faint then faint lor. die even better. she like want the whole world to know my condition. keep on calling to others telling them my condition. I so angry that I walk very fast to the bus interchange and took a bus home. she went to bring racheal to hospital for check up..
when I reach home, I did not rest. I straight away took the dry clothing down then hang up the wet ones then change xaio ai and ah boy's bathing as it is very stink. finish changing i took out my ghost stories books and read and blog at the same time.this is only from morning till afternooon.who knows what will happene tonight. haven eaten or drink a single drop of water or food till now. had a quarrel with baobei. feeling very giddy and sad now..
My family chalet
Last weekend, my elder sister have organised a family chalet at aloha resort, therefore i asked baobei's mum to see if i can bring her to go, surprisingly she agreed cuz i tot she will never allow her daughter to stay overnight outside without her presence. I am quite happy to hear this. So i bring baobei go over on sat.
When i reach there, there is quite a number of ppl whom i dunno de, my sister and brother they asked their friends to come along also. Since lidat i called snake to come also. The main point i worried most is i scare ended up we have to sleep outside or squeeze in a room til very jialat at nite.
I actually quite tired of BBQ food again... been doing it for all the past few chalets, but no choice, if wan to eat have to BBQ... So i BBQ-ed a lot of foods... eat and eat and eat den watch tv... seriously not much things to do over there also. Snake and his bf came, just nice i have BBQ their share also. We eat and talk a lot of craps...
So boring over there, so we take over the mahjong table once the older adult have done with their session. Played til tired le, den we all stop and go to slp liao... luckily my family got a room of our own. i brought sleeping bag just in case, so i let snake use... baobei, me and my mum combine 2 single bed into bigger space to slp...
That night, i cannot get into slp cuz my mum beside me snored very loud... til a few hrs later when the snoring become lower volume den i can get to slp... so tired... Nxt morning, we have porridge and curry chicken with bread as breakfast, den we helped out to pack out and left to bring the stuffs over to my brother hse. After that, my brother send me and baobei back to my hse while snake go hm frm my hse.
Baobei got exam on the nxt day, so she have to study.... while i play my psp til tired den we go take a short nap...
When i reach there, there is quite a number of ppl whom i dunno de, my sister and brother they asked their friends to come along also. Since lidat i called snake to come also. The main point i worried most is i scare ended up we have to sleep outside or squeeze in a room til very jialat at nite.
I actually quite tired of BBQ food again... been doing it for all the past few chalets, but no choice, if wan to eat have to BBQ... So i BBQ-ed a lot of foods... eat and eat and eat den watch tv... seriously not much things to do over there also. Snake and his bf came, just nice i have BBQ their share also. We eat and talk a lot of craps...
So boring over there, so we take over the mahjong table once the older adult have done with their session. Played til tired le, den we all stop and go to slp liao... luckily my family got a room of our own. i brought sleeping bag just in case, so i let snake use... baobei, me and my mum combine 2 single bed into bigger space to slp...
That night, i cannot get into slp cuz my mum beside me snored very loud... til a few hrs later when the snoring become lower volume den i can get to slp... so tired... Nxt morning, we have porridge and curry chicken with bread as breakfast, den we helped out to pack out and left to bring the stuffs over to my brother hse. After that, my brother send me and baobei back to my hse while snake go hm frm my hse.
Baobei got exam on the nxt day, so she have to study.... while i play my psp til tired den we go take a short nap...
Wednesday, March 12, 2008
Shopping spree
hmm... this few mths ever since i started wrking, i been doing a lot of shopping... haha... i just bought a dvd mini compo ytd... and i bought a lot of new clothes these few mths.. nw trying to get rid of the old stuffs... going back to ICT soon... moody.
Wednesday, February 27, 2008
Insommia~ (do i spell correct?)
Last night, i had dinner with baobei and the panda gang after my driving test... I calculated my driving lesson, i spent nearly 1k on driving lesson.... I hoped i can pass my driving test... although its the first time, but i still hoped i can pass... (my driving skill is not tat good after all.. lolx.)
After dinner, we went back to baobei's hse and sit for a while.... from 10+ sit til nearly 12... this one called a while...
Reached home and went to bath den call baobei... talked for a while den i go slp, cuz nearly 1am liao... when i slping, going to la la land, baobei called, i got a shock and awake frm my slp, i answered the fone and baobei say she left her pouch in my bag... all her money, ic and hse key inside.. siao liao... i only can pass her tml after wrk... i tried to went back to slp, but cannot le... Ended up i having insommia... i lie down on bed, closed my eye..... but i still awake... til 3+ 4+ am... den i enter la la land... either i got a shock from tat fone call i cant slp or might be becuz of baobei pouch in my bag... worried tat she gt no money to eat and blah blah blah.... haiz... Ended up now i super tired...
Tml is my TP test... so worried and gan chiong... need to pray hard i can pass...
After dinner, we went back to baobei's hse and sit for a while.... from 10+ sit til nearly 12... this one called a while...
Reached home and went to bath den call baobei... talked for a while den i go slp, cuz nearly 1am liao... when i slping, going to la la land, baobei called, i got a shock and awake frm my slp, i answered the fone and baobei say she left her pouch in my bag... all her money, ic and hse key inside.. siao liao... i only can pass her tml after wrk... i tried to went back to slp, but cannot le... Ended up i having insommia... i lie down on bed, closed my eye..... but i still awake... til 3+ 4+ am... den i enter la la land... either i got a shock from tat fone call i cant slp or might be becuz of baobei pouch in my bag... worried tat she gt no money to eat and blah blah blah.... haiz... Ended up now i super tired...
Tml is my TP test... so worried and gan chiong... need to pray hard i can pass...
Friday, February 15, 2008
Valentine Day
yesterday was Valentine day and it is also our 30th anniversary. this is our third time celebrating Valentine day.
Actually i have planned a few things to surprise bao bei. I decided not to buy anymore soft toys or cows... She got too many til she have to keep some in the storeroom. Therefore, i wanted to do something different. I wanted to cook something for her, perhaps chicken pies and tiramisu cake.
The day before Valentine day, i wanted to go down orchard or somewhere else to look for inspiration and ingredients. But ended up i met bao bei for dinner, so i bring her along while hunting for my things. I bring her down to NTUC and she was wondering how come i will go to NTUC de.
On the Valentine day, I decided to take MC today cuz i really sick le. Got cough and flu for past few days. Bao bei end school around 4pm, so i was thinking morning go toa payoh see doctor and then go to the NTUC at the interchange there to buy the ingredient for the pie and tiramisu. I looked around for quite some time after seeing doctor, i cannot find the ingredient. Of all the bad things happened, bao bei told me that she ending school at 2pm. OMG, not enough time to buy things le, somemore not enough time to fetch her from school cuz i need to get the flower. No choice, i have to give up the idea of baking pie and making tiramisu.
I rushed down to get the flowers and back home to bath. Bao bei angry with me cuz i am unable to fetch her, but i am seriously at my wit end. Everything is not wad i expected to be, therefore i have to find another alternate way. Initially, i wanted to put a letter(my love letter for baobei) in her letterbox so that she can see the letter when she come back from school and open the letterbox. And also i wanted to leave the flower at her doorstep so that she can see the flower when she reach home. But, i scared the flower will be stolen and also she might not know who sent the flower to her. Therefore i decided to leave the letter with the flower at the doorstep so that she can see it when she come back from school.
I purposely took cab to rush down her house, and faster go up to her doorstep in case she reach home faster than i expected. To my surprise, she reached home already. No choice, i left the flower and the letter outside her door and press the door bell for her to open the door. Tingting come out open the door and bring the flower in, the next thing i heard is the door slam, i thought she was still angry with me. So i sms her to ask if she still angry, she replied that she liked it, so i faster run to her door and press bell. Hee... she was so happy that i gave her that flowers...
Tingting went out to meet her Mr 7000 while i waiting for baobei to bath. After that, we went to bishan change train to orchard Lido to watch the movie "P.S. I Love You". The show is not as nice as what we expected to be. But somehow touching also. We took train down to Novena and walk to bungolow for dinner as we make reservation there. I ordered quite a lot of food and bao bei's favourite food. That place got problem with the cashier, therefore i have to go to the ATM and withdraw the money to pay for the food. Even the receipt they have to use hand writen.
After dinner, we went back home for a while then i sent her back home. A wonderful valentine day we had. Next year, i will try to plan something different again. =) I love my bao bei so much...
Actually i have planned a few things to surprise bao bei. I decided not to buy anymore soft toys or cows... She got too many til she have to keep some in the storeroom. Therefore, i wanted to do something different. I wanted to cook something for her, perhaps chicken pies and tiramisu cake.
The day before Valentine day, i wanted to go down orchard or somewhere else to look for inspiration and ingredients. But ended up i met bao bei for dinner, so i bring her along while hunting for my things. I bring her down to NTUC and she was wondering how come i will go to NTUC de.
On the Valentine day, I decided to take MC today cuz i really sick le. Got cough and flu for past few days. Bao bei end school around 4pm, so i was thinking morning go toa payoh see doctor and then go to the NTUC at the interchange there to buy the ingredient for the pie and tiramisu. I looked around for quite some time after seeing doctor, i cannot find the ingredient. Of all the bad things happened, bao bei told me that she ending school at 2pm. OMG, not enough time to buy things le, somemore not enough time to fetch her from school cuz i need to get the flower. No choice, i have to give up the idea of baking pie and making tiramisu.
I rushed down to get the flowers and back home to bath. Bao bei angry with me cuz i am unable to fetch her, but i am seriously at my wit end. Everything is not wad i expected to be, therefore i have to find another alternate way. Initially, i wanted to put a letter(my love letter for baobei) in her letterbox so that she can see the letter when she come back from school and open the letterbox. And also i wanted to leave the flower at her doorstep so that she can see the flower when she reach home. But, i scared the flower will be stolen and also she might not know who sent the flower to her. Therefore i decided to leave the letter with the flower at the doorstep so that she can see it when she come back from school.
I purposely took cab to rush down her house, and faster go up to her doorstep in case she reach home faster than i expected. To my surprise, she reached home already. No choice, i left the flower and the letter outside her door and press the door bell for her to open the door. Tingting come out open the door and bring the flower in, the next thing i heard is the door slam, i thought she was still angry with me. So i sms her to ask if she still angry, she replied that she liked it, so i faster run to her door and press bell. Hee... she was so happy that i gave her that flowers...
Tingting went out to meet her Mr 7000 while i waiting for baobei to bath. After that, we went to bishan change train to orchard Lido to watch the movie "P.S. I Love You". The show is not as nice as what we expected to be. But somehow touching also. We took train down to Novena and walk to bungolow for dinner as we make reservation there. I ordered quite a lot of food and bao bei's favourite food. That place got problem with the cashier, therefore i have to go to the ATM and withdraw the money to pay for the food. Even the receipt they have to use hand writen.
After dinner, we went back home for a while then i sent her back home. A wonderful valentine day we had. Next year, i will try to plan something different again. =) I love my bao bei so much...
Wednesday, February 13, 2008
Post-CNY and Pre-Vday
During the days i in malaysia for chinese new year, i only eat, watch tv, starring on wall and sleep. Nothing much to do there, the atmosphere for CNY is getting lesser and lesser... cannot see bao bei for 3 days... Now back in Singapore, i dun feel the atmosphere as well, dunno what will it become in future....
Valentine day is coming, i been trying to find way to surprise baobei, but seriously no idea. I been going online and forums to get some inspirations, go around singapore to find presents for bao bei... the time is too short for us to celebrate... Actually wanted to go other restaurants for dinner, but we booked at bungolow already, no choice... if can book other places, i think there will be more things and activities... After dinner will be 8 plus 9 plus... dunno where to go, watch movie but bao bei dun have the mood. i really scare she unhappy on the valentine day... have to find something to get the atmosphere.... good luck to me... i love my bao bei so much....
Valentine day is coming, i been trying to find way to surprise baobei, but seriously no idea. I been going online and forums to get some inspirations, go around singapore to find presents for bao bei... the time is too short for us to celebrate... Actually wanted to go other restaurants for dinner, but we booked at bungolow already, no choice... if can book other places, i think there will be more things and activities... After dinner will be 8 plus 9 plus... dunno where to go, watch movie but bao bei dun have the mood. i really scare she unhappy on the valentine day... have to find something to get the atmosphere.... good luck to me... i love my bao bei so much....
Friday, February 8, 2008
second day of chinese new year
today is the second day of chinese new year. today every thing turn out to be fine. but just feeling a bit tired as last night i slept at 4 plus to 5am as i wait for da jie to come home after her movie and wake up at 9 plus because daddy wake us up. we woke up and wash up then we went over to ah ma house to pai nian.we were so hungry till when we step in to ah ma house, we started eating. then when lunch is ready,we are already full. as we were eating we were waiting for ah jo and mei ting to come over. after our lunch, we started playing mahjong game. i took $4 out and still got win $3. win small small its still ok. after our mahjong session at ah ma place, da jie and me went to her boss house at YCK there. his house very big and nice. how i wish that mine and bao bei de future house is like that. but i know that want to stay at that like of environment, we got to save alot of money and work very hard. we play mahjong over there. actually is not we la, is only walter playing but play half way, da jie took over. playing with da jie boss de family members, very stress as they play $2-$4( 1 tai). they play two complete rounds and we lose $550. but walter win $500 plus over at the other table where they are playing cards.so walter paid for what we lost. so scary, they call for card and change card very very fast. after that actually want to meet wee sing but when we went our mahjong session, he is still at his don't know is uncle or aunty house, waiting for his mother. so we decided to go amk S11 to eat as we have not eat our dinner.after that walter send mi and da jie home and ah gan send deborah home. reach home, wash up then came online le. miss bao bei so much that when we were eating at S11, i saw a guy, look like bao bei and i thought that it was him. then i told da jie walter deborah and ah gan that that guy look like bao bei . they all say no it is not him and said that i miss him too much till i keep thinking that he is in singapore when he actually is at malaysia. when i came to know that that guy was not him, i feel like crying out loud. but never mind, he is coming back to me tomorrow or should i say is later? but the time i not sure. he really cannot leave me alone in singapore, i cannot live without him. if bao bei see this post, i just want you to know that you are badly missed by some one back here in singaopre. love you so much. muackzz~ sob
Thursday, February 7, 2008
first day of chinese new year.
today is the first day of the rat year. i woke up at 10am and get ready to go pai pai gong there to pai nian. our house is so lively.but with out cheryl, because she went to pray kay yong's mother. we reach pai pai gong there around 1 plus and saw that guy who i hate the most. went there for a while and we go to lao ma house le. there are alot of people over at lao ma house. everyone was asking mi where is bao bei. i reply sadly, telling them that he is at malaysia. i felt so left out. feeling so lonely every chinese new year. after that we went to my father side elder brother's house to pai nain. there is the place where my xiao gu gu( the big mouth) is there. when we reach there, i can't see her but can only hear her voice, so sharp and loud.we stay there about 1 hour plus and then went to er gu gu house. this year ah ma never call and rush us as she is too busy playing mahjong.we spent the whole night at er gu gu house. playing mahjong and cards. not bad luck. still can win $5 and i also brought daddy luck. he won around 68 dollars. should get commission for him then right, but he say is share with ah ma, then i think never mind lor. most angry thing is that my cousin never get me ang bao when she gave it to da jie and cheryl.she also don't how to find meh. me so big size sitting beside daddy cannot see meh. eyes cover with stamp ah! so angry. seeing cheryl stick so close to kay yong when he arrived. make mi feel sad and drepress. i miss bao bei so much. it is only de second day only and i cannot take it le.want him to come back to my side right away. but i know this couldn't be as he still in malaysia. i am thinking, if we get marry, how are we going to pai nian? my family is in singapore and his is at malaysia. cannot be asking mi to go malaysia pai nian to his family only and not pai nian to my family but also cannot ask him to pai nian to my family only and not his family right? feeling so confused, sad and left out. as da jie walter ah gan deborah weesing they all went to watch movie and did not call mi along. qutie pissed off and sad when da jie say that she never hear mi saying that i want to go when i already said so many time and so loud some more. don't know why i feel this way. maybe is because strawberry season is coming le (mood swing) or what. tomorrow is another day same as today. da jie going to her boss(james, banglow's boss) house during evening, xiao mei going watch movie with kay yong. leaving mi all alone again. so lonely. don't like this new year. got a feeling that this year won't be a smooth year.sian.
Wednesday, February 6, 2008
chinese new year.
today is chinese new year eve. but i don have the feeling of celebrating chinese new year. this year, many things had happened to our family due to one person. we had several quarrels in our family as he came in to our life. my father and mother had already been covered by he le. as he have car. my father want to protect my xiao mei's feeling but he did not know that as he protecting the little daughter feeling and he already hurt both of his two elder daughters feeling. well wat had happened cannot be change. feeling so bored and sian. bao bei went back malaysia, no mahjong to play, still got to listen to my mummy and daddy saying that i do this not propely do that not propely about the housework. i can't even make a single comment about the doing so much house work. all the housework at home is me alone doing only, so unfair. clothings- i wash i hang i fold and i keep, dishes i wash. floor i clean and mop, toilet 5 people using and i washing only. xaio mei can come home after school then bath le go out meet kay yong. then come home late at night then go wash up and sleep. but i got to come home straight after school and start to do house work and do my home work till late at night. some time after training i reach home at 10 pm i still got to do house work and home work even if i am very tired or i am injured. i felt that it is really very unfair. i start to dislike my house. the only one i still trust in this family is da jie. she is the only one and she is the only reason why i stay in this family. i just can't wait till i grow up and move out of this family i don't like to live under this kind of enverinment. i want peace and i don't want to work my ass off and this is what i get in return. no mood for chinese new year..
Sunday, January 13, 2008
New HP and Spring Cleaning
hOoHoOhoOO... I have just bought a new phone~~ Nokia 6500Slide. Not really used to it but have to learn to adapt it. My previous phone slightly better cuz got more button and can do things by pressing only 2 or 3 buttons. For this, i have to open all menu, and do it one by one... but, its time for me to change phone cuz my previous phone very old le.
i have just did spring cleaning in my room yesterday. cleared a lot of dusts... baobei came to help me, i so touched... supposed to go out for anniversary celebration but spring cleaning utilised our whole day... by the time we done is already nearly 9pm. Changed the layout of my room, threw 4 bags of my stuffs and gave my old clothes away... My room looks neater, but i believe this wun last for 1 year. haha...
Today i will be meeting baobei after her netball training for anniversary dinner, its time to eat something good. =)
i have just did spring cleaning in my room yesterday. cleared a lot of dusts... baobei came to help me, i so touched... supposed to go out for anniversary celebration but spring cleaning utilised our whole day... by the time we done is already nearly 9pm. Changed the layout of my room, threw 4 bags of my stuffs and gave my old clothes away... My room looks neater, but i believe this wun last for 1 year. haha...
Today i will be meeting baobei after her netball training for anniversary dinner, its time to eat something good. =)
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