Tiring and painful month

This month is a very tiring and painful month for me and baobei. She got her leg injured and i sick and extract of my wisdom tooth. Hoped that in future there wont be such things happen to us.

My dear baobei is having her exam and her CAT paper is drawing nearer and nearer. She having a lot of problems and trouble with her school work and classmate. I can't help her much, but would wish that she can overcome all obstacle.

Worked for so many months, i think i have bought whatever i need, so far i think i will focus my money on my camera and driving lesson. I dont understand why no matter how much i tried to save but in the end i still cannot save up. My card bill for next mth gonna shoot up a lot cuz i went for dentist and go polyclinic. Talking about polyclinic, previously i almost faint due to ear imbalance, so i went for another check up. So the doctor helped me to wash my right ear, there was a very big ear wax with some cotton on it which is as big as a 20 cent coin. Must be accumulated for years. haha. Now my ear is so shiok and cooling, like a new ear like tat. =)

Hoped for a better future for everyone and world peace~ ^_^V

my 33th anniversary

this month is our 33th anniversary.well it is one of the most special anniversary. last time anniversary is me who fall sick. this month is my baobei lao gong fall sick. on the 4th may i fall down and hurt my leg, bao bei had been taking care of me. evryday he had to work and everytime have to work overtime then after working, he had to rush down to my house to buy my dinner because of my injured leg, cannot walk too much. everynight reach home very late then very late then sleep next day very early wake up go work. when he working he got to help his friend to do their job as they are on leave. I can tell and feel that he is very tired. he did all this just want to accompany mi and hope that i wont feel bored.i got mc for 0ne week, and he had been doing it for one week. few days ago, he feel shape pain in his gum and think that this lead the headache he had. yesterday afternoon which is our anniversary he almost faint in his company. then he went to see doctor. doctor say he got infected by viurs. gave him mc, ask him to rest at home. i took the risk of not completing study my costing. i went to meet him and we had dinner at his house near by the market to had dinner. then we went home and rest. i accompany him till 10 plus, took taxi home and dye my hair because next morning i got exam.

the next day, which is today, he went to poly clinic to see doctor to write refer letter to dental clinic. so he was refered to Singapore General Hospital. he went to see then dental and i went for my appointement. then he told me that he pull our his teeth. so scary.

he arrived at the clinic then he cant talk, i see him like this i heart very pain. when we having dinner that time, he watch me eat but he cannot eat then i feel very sad.he did not send mi home at he is having slight fever. he don't allow me to go his house to accompany him. as he worry that later at night it is very danager to go home alone. then i told him i can go home myself then he alight at toa payoh and took bus home. i went home myself. very sian because tomorrow not meeting him. and sat he accompany mi check up then will go to his friend's house warming, then sunday i got to study, monday also. time spent with him is getting lesser and lesser.

bao bei i love ya. hope u will get well soon. muackz.

i am so touch by you.

on the 4th may sunday, me da jie xin xin and baobei, we had book the badminton court for 3 hr. eraly in the morning 8.30am, xin xin father drove his car and come fetch us to potong paris to play badminton. we started playing at 9am after our breakfast. i drink some HL milk before playing.

when we are playing, my stomach started to have some reaction. want to go boom the toilet le. so i went to the toilet. when i was about to step out of the indoor court. i did not know that there is a step there so i trip over and landed on my right leg. i heard crack crack twice. it was so painful. i hardly and straighten my right ankle.

so i rested there for 3 hours. sitting there looking at them play. so sad. want to play also but it is way to painful le. after the game. we went back home to bath. we took about 2 hours to wash up and went down stair to have our lunch, it was about 3 pm. we went to see the chinese doctor first. but his asst say that if we willing to wait for him to come over here , it will take about half an hour. if not we had to go over to their another shop.

so we decided to wait. while we were waiting, we went to the next stall beside the chinese doctor shop to have our lunch. the lunch was nice. after that, it was my turn to see the doctor. he examine le and say it might be bone fractured. i was so scare.

he started to pock 3 needles on to my ankle and it was so painful till i scream and cry. i pull baobei shirt and grad so tight on to his hand. this is very stupid as it cost mi $60 just 3 pock of needles and some medicine.

we left the shop, and xin xin brought mi to another chinese doctor at amk ave 6 there. that doctor say cannot do anything first because it has medicine on it already. got to see tomorrow whether is there blue black or it is still that swollen.

after that we went home as deborah and ah gan is coming over to help da jie with her project. they study at the living room and i am resting on baobei bed. actually wanted to study but after crying so much i felt too tired to study. so i fall a sleep. bao bei was so caring to me. he was by my side all the way looking after me. helping me up and down. take this take that. i see him like this i am so touch.

when i wake up, he went to buy dinner for me. he is so busy as he got to do the housework and got to entain da jie deborah xin xin and ah gan. still got to take care of me nd his sis. it is really hard on him.

by the time he finish doing the house work, it was 1am going to 2 am le. he still got to wake up at 6.45am to go work. my poor bao bei. see him like this i felt so bad and heart ache. i blame myself why i cannot take care of myself.

on monday which is 5th may, i wake up at 1 plus. found out that my strawberry season come already. so tired. baobei took half day leave just to come over to look after me.he bought me lunch and accompany me do some homework then when it is time to take out the bandage. we found out that my ankle is getting worst and the pain is killing me.

i went to have a quick shower before baobei and xiao mei sent me to kk hospital. we took a taxi there and they ask us to go to ttsh as there got doctor who is train for this. then we took a taxi down to ttsh de A&E. waitied there for about 2 hours to see the doctor. did x-ray and waiting for 1 hour to take medicine. then we went to had our dinner and went home. baobei accompany mi till 9 plus then he went home. he was very tired as i can tell. i really want to thank him very much and i am very sorry to cause him so much trouble. bao bei i love you. muackz.