we are getting marry!!!!

after a long time, we finally get marry le. quite a few busy week. many thing to do and money going out like drinking water. many thing happend. happy and sad. but anyway i love my hubby forever and willing to do anything for him.soon we will have a new member to the family le.even though is very xin ku. i love u hubby. muackz muackz

Studies...

Bao bei and me starting our studies soon.

She be taking PT class for her CAT starting 6 jul and me starting 21 july. My classes will be tues, thurs and friday... she only got classes on tues...

3 days i already occupied, plus cfm got 1 or 2 days got to OT as routine, left 2 days to meet baobei, i cant imagine wad will happen to her.. Perhaps she got not enough security, but all my time is occupied by family, her, studies and work, definitely wun get involved into other ppl... sometime i got to reject my fren for gathering cuz accompany baobei,scare she angry and blah blah blah... haiz...

I dun dare to see wad will happen during our studies, but lucky my studies only 1 year... got to complete with flying colours~~ Ti Gong bo bi bo bi~

Life went on...

These few months there is a lot of things happened. Mostly is unhappy matter.

Got quite a number of good and bad things coming up...
I will be taking IPT soon before my birthday as i need to empty all my slot of next one year.
Why i take IPT? Cuz i have registered to go for further studies which will be distant learning starting july.
My brother finally getting married this year...

These events occupied a lot for my year 2009/2010. Hoped there is not more sadness in us....

feeling a bit lost and empty.

on tuesady 24th of march, i woke up and received a call for baobei telling me that he had to go back to malaysia asap as his grandma had just passed away. i was shock upon knowing this. wondering whether can i go back malaysia with baobei to pay gramdma a last respect. but mummy daddy don't allow me to go back with him because they say to many days le. sian. like this i cannot go back le.

so i pack my bag for my swim and went to meet baobei.he left singapore at 2 plus in the afternoon. leaving me behind lost and empty. don't know what i suppose to do. not in the mood of doing anything and everything. can't sleep at night. turn the string till my finger bleed also can't sleep.missed baobei so much. but i know i cannot blame him for leaving mi behind. because no one want this kind of thing to happen.

i understand how it feel to lost someone who you loved so much. baobei must be very heart broken and sad. i feel sad to see him like this. all i can do is to be by his side and support him whenever he needs mi. even though i kown i might be a trouble maker. but i will try my best.. baobei i miss you so much..

Situation.....

Due to my failure in my IPPT, i being enrolled into RT(Remedial Training). It certainly sucks... Tues, Thurs and Sun training... Im so sian...

Baobei found a job as admin exec, so happy for her. She have stepped out into the society for the first time. Hoped she can excel in her career and to do the best whatever she can. Hoped her effort will be recognised..

my first step(first day of work)

today was my first day of work. last night i was still having fear of going to work. i was so scare that whatever i eat, i feel like vomiting it out.da jie try to make me eat something and she went to buy the foss wrap in the seaweed.i eat some of it and feel much better. when to bed at 12am.woke up at 6am, worried that i will be late for work.took the 6.30am bus and reach work place at 7.30am!way too early for work le.so i sat at the bus stop and had my breakfast.till 8.07am then i enter the office.

we got to clean our table everyday morning when we report to work.i sat at the front whereby once u open the door you are able to see me.i sat there and waited for my boss to come.

boss came and call me in to his room and explain the company internal control and system and told me who is who.then he show me who will be guiding and coaching me for the the next 3 months.

working there is quite stressful.you can only hear phone ringing, people typing and people walking up and down,in and out.i found out that they really report on the dot.8.30am start work they report on the dot.6pm off work they really 6pm sharp go off.

i left office at 6.15pm.took bus 100, there are alot of people on the bus.thought that after i change bus 45 got place to seat.end up standing all the way home.so tiring. well this is my first day off work.tomorrow will be another new day.who know what will happen?

Valentine Day 2009

14 Feb 09 is our 3rd Valentine day celebrated together as well as our 3.5 years together. I bought a pair of rabbit miffy set and a box of chocolate for baobei. I decided not to get rose/flower for baobei cuz she dunno how to take care of flower. I dun want to murder innocent flower. haha. Joking.

I cooked breakfast for baobei. Scrambled cheese egg, cheese french toast and salmon. After lunch, we went to marina square to watch "Wedding Game". It was more nicer than "Love matters" and better than what i expected. But its kinda wierd to watch christopher lee and fann wong on cinema screen while i always see them on tv at home. After that we go to suntec walk around. I played a game of archery, kinda bad aiming. We went to Shin Kushiya for dinner. As there wasnt any valentine day set menu, we ordered ala carte instead. I ordered Oyaki don, cold soba, sashimi set, yakitori set. Spent about 100++ while other tables beside me only eat less than 80. Perhaps im a very big eater.. As usual, dunno is we suay or wad. Their cashier POS was down, same as last year when we had our dinner at "Bungolow"(Closed down already). Waited for quite some time before we left the place.

Nowhere to go, we went to my home as my house got guest and relative around for gathering.. A ordinary valentine day for us, but at least a happy one. =)