Preparation....

Time flies and we been married for 3 months plus. We got a lot of preparation for baby arrival. Nearly all baby stuff have been ready. I need to personally buy baby's clothes at least 1 or 2 sets when he discharge from hospital. I actually thinking names for baby. A bit headaches. Cuz i wan my baby name to be unique. Probably tink a few names den ask baby when he is born, see which name he will respond to.

For the past few weeks i having term break as my exam finish. Tried my best to spend as much time for baobei. My sch term starting soon, gonna start mugging every night again. Ke lian de bao bei. FYP starting also. Lagi worst. I know baobei will support me de =)

I been trying to clear my IPPT for this year as well, so now undergoing IPT. So after this session cleared, at least for the rest of the year i dun need to worry anymore. Once baby come out, i can accompany him more. I dun wish for more, just hoped my dearest baby can be very very very healthy. Thats all i want.

Its a boy!!!

On 5th oct,monday. the day we go scan the gender of baby. baobei could not concentrate studying for his exam as he is too excited. we went for breakfast around our house then went home and prepare.everyone were calling us to check on baby gender. finally the doctor called my name. its my turn to scan.first the doctor scan for baby legs hand heart kindey lungs stomach eyes mouth and i ask doctor whether is a boy or girl. doctor say its a bit hard to tell as baby cover it slighty. but the doctor shake baby a little and ask baby to move baby leg and just nice, let us scan till his little bird bird. haha.. then doctor comfirm baby is a boy.baobei and i were so happy. we call mummy mother daddy ah ma da jie and gan ma to tell them the new. everyone are happy for us. i felt that since the time bao bei know that baby is a boy,he become more like a father. he react to my reaction very fast once i tell him that baby is kicking mi. he talk to baby more often.this whole week he is not working. he took mi our for breakfast lunch and dinner.this week is the most happy time through out my 5 month plus pregnancy even though he got to study. sitting beside him seeing him study i am very happy le. finally there is someone who can carry down baobei surname le.i going to give birth to as many as i can to carry on his family line. i love baobei and baby, got to start thinking of name for baby le.. haha...

feeling so excited..

Tomorrow 5th oct, the day we will kown whetherv baby is a boy or a girl.alot of people saying that baby is a boy as my stomach is sharp pointed one. i also have this feeling that baby is a boy. but doesn't matter. boy or girl is still my and bao bei's baby. our fruit of love. but i really hope to give birth to a baby boy for baobei so that there is at least someone to carry down his surname. i don't mind under going everything, the injection and check ups and pian all over again just for baobei.i want to tell baobei that if this baby is a boy. i won't stop at one baby only. we can try for another one. as long as we can afford to bring them up, i don't mind giving as many as up to 5 babies. as long as you and everyone happy can le. i scare tonight i can't sleep. too excited le. think baobei also have the same feeling.this few day baobei had been busy rushing his homework till he fall sick le. my poor bao bei. sick le still got to study for exam and work to earn money for mi and baby.

some thoughts.....

baobei have married me for 1 mth plus le... i believe she is getting used to our life. i kinda scare that she might dislike this new lifestyle she will be going thru. She is going to spent more than half of her life time with me and our family. She did well and i believe she will be doing better... She cooked dinner for us and i think its very nice, not becuz the food is ultimately delicious, but it tasted of love and caring of a future mother. I really appriciated for wad she is doing... I love you lao po.

the scare of my life

on the 4th of sep,when i was waiting for bus 133 to amk hub to meet da jie uncle and ah jo. i broaded the bus 133. the bus driver did not wait till i get a seat to sit down and he just drive off like this. casing mi to hit my tummy against the handle of the seat. my tummy was so painful at tt monent. then i tot it was ok. i told bao bei about it and baobei went to send SBS a feedback. the incharge call mi to checxk on mi in the late afternoon and got some infomation from mi to investigate the case and promise to get back to mi. today is already 9th of sep, and yet i get no new form them. last night 8th sep, i took bus 100 to serangoon to change bus home. when i was alighting from the bus i miss my step and fall off the bus as behind the china people rushing mi to alight. i fall and hurt my left kneel and right ankle. two woman help mi up and called bao bei. bao bei rush down and bring mi home. during midnight my stomach was so painfuul, so we went to kkh to see doc. we waited abt 2 hr to see doc. doc show bao bei baby. baby is fine. thank god baby is fine. but i am in pain. i felt very sorry to baobei casing him whole night never sleep and next day he got to go to work.baobei i really sorry to make u worry.

4 month le. times really flies.

on the 1st sep, baby is already 4 month big le. another 5 month he or she is coming out le. so excitied. but this few day i wonder what went wrong in me? mood swing or what, don't feel like eating anything at all, feeling tired easily. i can really feel baby turning or kicking real hard inside mi. i feel cramps at the hip and legs. so painful till one moring i was unable to wake up and make breakfast for baobei and his sis. but i still climb up in pain and make for him to eat. but his sis comment on alot of thing. which i am very unhappy with. but beacase she is my baobei sis i got to bear with it. i really hope that baby can be born healthly and grow up happly.i love my hubby and baby alot. they are my everything. i willing to give up everything including my life for them. muackz

the 1st month of wedding

today is the 1st month full month of wedding.i was wondering. why i suddenly feel so moody and don feel like doing anything. everyone got a job. but not me. try so applying so many job and none reply. got thing of giving up and stay at home study well and get good result. but i also scare that bao bei got to work extra hard.alot of thing wanted to do. but no one accompany mi to do.everyday lunch got to cook for myself. hate it so much. look for someone to accompany mi lunch also hard. i wonder wat am i doing and wat i can do. go out got to spent money stat home all alone.. i can feel that baobei really love mi and baby. everything he do is for mi and baby. i am so touch. but i see him working so hard. i feel very heart pain. bao bei i really love u.. happy 1st month wedding anniversary..