feeling a bit lost and empty.

on tuesady 24th of march, i woke up and received a call for baobei telling me that he had to go back to malaysia asap as his grandma had just passed away. i was shock upon knowing this. wondering whether can i go back malaysia with baobei to pay gramdma a last respect. but mummy daddy don't allow me to go back with him because they say to many days le. sian. like this i cannot go back le.

so i pack my bag for my swim and went to meet baobei.he left singapore at 2 plus in the afternoon. leaving me behind lost and empty. don't know what i suppose to do. not in the mood of doing anything and everything. can't sleep at night. turn the string till my finger bleed also can't sleep.missed baobei so much. but i know i cannot blame him for leaving mi behind. because no one want this kind of thing to happen.

i understand how it feel to lost someone who you loved so much. baobei must be very heart broken and sad. i feel sad to see him like this. all i can do is to be by his side and support him whenever he needs mi. even though i kown i might be a trouble maker. but i will try my best.. baobei i miss you so much..

Situation.....

Due to my failure in my IPPT, i being enrolled into RT(Remedial Training). It certainly sucks... Tues, Thurs and Sun training... Im so sian...

Baobei found a job as admin exec, so happy for her. She have stepped out into the society for the first time. Hoped she can excel in her career and to do the best whatever she can. Hoped her effort will be recognised..

my first step(first day of work)

today was my first day of work. last night i was still having fear of going to work. i was so scare that whatever i eat, i feel like vomiting it out.da jie try to make me eat something and she went to buy the foss wrap in the seaweed.i eat some of it and feel much better. when to bed at 12am.woke up at 6am, worried that i will be late for work.took the 6.30am bus and reach work place at 7.30am!way too early for work le.so i sat at the bus stop and had my breakfast.till 8.07am then i enter the office.

we got to clean our table everyday morning when we report to work.i sat at the front whereby once u open the door you are able to see me.i sat there and waited for my boss to come.

boss came and call me in to his room and explain the company internal control and system and told me who is who.then he show me who will be guiding and coaching me for the the next 3 months.

working there is quite stressful.you can only hear phone ringing, people typing and people walking up and down,in and out.i found out that they really report on the dot.8.30am start work they report on the dot.6pm off work they really 6pm sharp go off.

i left office at 6.15pm.took bus 100, there are alot of people on the bus.thought that after i change bus 45 got place to seat.end up standing all the way home.so tiring. well this is my first day off work.tomorrow will be another new day.who know what will happen?

Valentine Day 2009

14 Feb 09 is our 3rd Valentine day celebrated together as well as our 3.5 years together. I bought a pair of rabbit miffy set and a box of chocolate for baobei. I decided not to get rose/flower for baobei cuz she dunno how to take care of flower. I dun want to murder innocent flower. haha. Joking.

I cooked breakfast for baobei. Scrambled cheese egg, cheese french toast and salmon. After lunch, we went to marina square to watch "Wedding Game". It was more nicer than "Love matters" and better than what i expected. But its kinda wierd to watch christopher lee and fann wong on cinema screen while i always see them on tv at home. After that we go to suntec walk around. I played a game of archery, kinda bad aiming. We went to Shin Kushiya for dinner. As there wasnt any valentine day set menu, we ordered ala carte instead. I ordered Oyaki don, cold soba, sashimi set, yakitori set. Spent about 100++ while other tables beside me only eat less than 80. Perhaps im a very big eater.. As usual, dunno is we suay or wad. Their cashier POS was down, same as last year when we had our dinner at "Bungolow"(Closed down already). Waited for quite some time before we left the place.

Nowhere to go, we went to my home as my house got guest and relative around for gathering.. A ordinary valentine day for us, but at least a happy one. =)

CNY 2009

Chinese new year coming soon. Once again, i going back to malaysia without baobei due to her parents.
Well, in order to have a good luck for the new year. There is a lot of things i need to do.
1) Clear all my bills (Not nice to owe ppl money over the new year)
2) Buy CNY goodies (I tink i got bought some already, egg roll and almond cookies)
3) Plan to go where for Pai Nian (To take more ang bao)
4) Pack my new year clothes and to pair up my tops and bottoms.
5) Buy some accessories (Wanted to buy small gold chain, but maybe got to give up the idea, wallet got a lobang liao)

I wondered anyone got owe me money... Need to collect back so they can have a better luck.. See i so good. considerate for other ppl... (Hoped i not lying to myself). haha...

Happy new year to all!!!!!!!

3 tiring and enjoyable day of my life

On the 31st dec, the last day of 2008. As usual, bao bei and i got to work. bao bei end work at 3pm just the same time as mi. I meet bao bei at NUH because er gu gu was admitted to hospital so we went down to pay her a visit. After that we took a taxi home to bath and rest.After that we went to meet joanne at orchard to look for my birthday cake. We walk to taka to look for my birthday cake.And we grab some finger food as we are very hungry but end up we eating alot and we were so full that we have no more space for dinner later on. We shop around while waiting for da jie and uncle to come and meet us as they went in to Malaysia to buy da jie story book. I ask uncle to help mi buy my Singapore true ghost stories book 17 and 18. But he only manage to buy book 17. I am happy enough. So when they finally reach.We went to heeren de N.Y.D.C to have our dinner. We wanted to sit in at the open space but the weather at that moment was very warm. So we went walking up to level 5 to take a look.As we went up to level 2, we passed by balcony and we wonder whether what uncle wearing can go in ant. Just nice a waiter who just came back from toilet passed by.And bao bei stop him and say "Excuse me, this kind of out fit can go in?", we all laugh as uncle is wearing a t-shirt with a big hole on his right shoulder and a short and slipper. finally we decided to have our dinner at the air-condition area. We order our dinner and bought a orea cheese cake from there. We slowly eat our dinner till 10.30pm. Then we went to orchard de happy world to sing. we started to sing at 11pm and sing till 3am. we were so high. we sing and dance like crazy while waiting for ah gan to join us after work. then we cut cake. we could not finish the cake as we all are very full.After that we went balcony to drink till 5am then we went home.

On the first day of new year,Me and Bao bei sleep till 12pm then meet at 1pm at his home MRT as we meeting his family side the cousin for lunch at plaza sing de Ajisen. After the lunch we went to arcard to play till 4pm. Then we went to play bowling at ah hood road. we paly till 7 plus till 8pm. Then went to eat dinner and went home. we had alot of fun and talk alot during dinner. I went to bao bei house to bath. we took taxi home and play mahjong till 2am plus. then bao bei and uncle went home.

On the second day of new year which is my birthday. So happy. morning i went breakfast with mummy and da jie then after that bao bei meet us at the market and accompany mi home and bath and we went to orchard to have our lunch at whisk the place where i work. after that we went shopping till 7.30pm then we went seargoon center to have dinner, this dinner very expensive. it cost mi $141.89. after that we went amk hub to play board game till 11plus then all went home.

It was very tiring for mi and bao bei. we spent alot of money and i guess we put on alot of weight too. must go exercise le.

Bao bei thanks for giving mi a wonderful 20th brithday celebration. love u and miss u always.muackz.

Season is coming

Never update for quite some time already. This coming weekend will be our anniversary. We are going to zoo zoo zoo... how about u u u.... lolx. Amazingly.. I had never go to zoo for around 10 years? haha. Til now, i haven got a chance to eat breakfast with "ah meng". Well, he is gone for good now. Taking over him will be "ang bao" if i not wrong.

Christmas and new year is coming... as well as baobei birthday... haha. gonna spend a bomb this month... Gonna crack my brain on thinking where to bring baobei for birthday.. =/