Our first oversea trip

On 20 Oct (SAT), we meet up at harbour front centre with her daddy, mummy, diana, cheryl, ky and wee sing around 7.45am. Diana wake me up early in the morning (around 5.45am), she asked me not to be late, but they all late.... wee sing and me went to mac for breakfast while waiting for them to reach. We gathered and get our tickets for check in. We boarded onto the ferry and we are on our trip to batam.
On the ferry, cheryl and ky keep taking pictures of themselves, wee sing is boring behind us, mummy and daddy watching shrek3(pirated dvd cuz the subtitle alot of mistakes), diana hiberating also. baobei looking at scenary while i dunno what i wanted to do. we reach batam around 10.45am singapore time. batam is slower than singapore time about 1hr.
We meet up with the tourist guide and took off from the batam jetty to the first destination. We arrived at a keropok shop, and met Mr Pinky (another tour guide who wear pink). Everyone bought a lot of keropok, i only bought 2 packets and baobei bought a green pea keropok. Later on, we went to Polo shop(that branded shirt with the horse logo). All the stuffs there doesnt really very cheap, probably only cheaper by $10 -20 SGD. We didnt buy anything from there. So we went to another keropok shop, and another polo shop. Didnt really buy much le.
Finally, we going for our seafood lunch! There is sambal kang kong, fried calamari, fried prawn, gong gong, sweet and sour fish, soup, chilli crab and we ordered the dunno-what-it-called-urine-prawn. we ate it in a rush as the other table had already finish their meal.
After that we went to a shopping mall for a walk.then the tour guide brought us to message.cheryl, ky, wee sing and diana choose the mattress bed while bao bei, me, uncle and aunty choose the bed higher one( more high class). we got to wash our feet before we get our message. we got to change in to the short that they gave us. then they start giving us our message. it was quite painful but comfortable.haha. after that we went shopping again at one of their biggest shopping mall.diana bought some watches and i bought my friend's wedding gift. I also changed some cash cuz not enough after paying for the massage. Wanted to buy that adidas shirt cuz its on sales, but not enough cash so didnt buy. After everything, we went on to another shopping mall, Megamall.
We put our stuffs at the main office(good service which singapore dun have). We went to eat A & W!!!!!!!!!!!!!! We bought a lot of curly fries and root beer float, we all like it very much. While we eating, baobei and me go toilet. Beside the toilet, there is a shop where baobei saw her fav cow slipper. So while she go toilet, i go in check out the cow slipper. Baobei come out and she wanted that slipper, so i bought it for her. When we went back, they saw the cow slipper that baobei take out and play, all of them shakes their head =D . Then we went around and shop. Til we went to time zone arcade, we keep playing the basketball game, spider game, and some other games til times up and we need to collect our stuff.then we went back to A&W, while aunty, uncle and bao bei rest their feet, ky, cheryl diana went to bread talk to buy aunty her birthday cake. me and wee sing went to buy wee song pouch.
When everyones back, they surprised auntie with the birthday cake. The staffs there also was surprised (or rather shocked cuz we sing birthday song so loud). We finished up the cake, cleared the place and we went to ferry to check in back to singapore. We checked in very early(around 9.30pm) and we wait for 1 hr before the last ferry come. We went onto ferry and here we going back to singapore. When we reaching singapore, Police coast guard come onto ferry and spot check. Becuz of it, we all late for the last train and we have to took a cab home. we really enjoy this trip and hope to go for more in the future.

Bao Bei, i am really sorry about it.

Yesterday on the 3rd of oct, was the worst day of my life. I completely don't know what i am thinking about and what i am doing. In the morning, once I wake up. I decided not to work in pepper lunch anymore as i thought that xiao mei there then admin job is a better job but since that day after the interview till now I have not receive any news about it. I am so nevours about it and keep on asking xiao mei to help me to ask her boss.This is the First blow of the day.
The second blow of the day was that my result of my 1st sem is out. Result wasn't very good. I am very sad and disappointed with myself. I felt that I had disappointed my parents and Bao Bei the most.
Around afternoon time, I went down to wee sing stall to sell my nokia 5300. Actually I don't wish to sell it but daddy keep on saying that the market price for this phone is dropping very fast and he want me to sell is as soon as possible. So I leave my 5300 at wee sing's shop. When I was about to walk to the MRT station, wee sing called and tell me that he sold the phone already and i can go and collect the money already. So I walked back to his shop and took $180. Then i went to bank in to my account.
After that I took a train down to Bishan and return my uniform, lucky ah cai off, so i don't have to see him. Then I took a bus down to Clarky Quay and return my uniform to joanne. Joanne, ah Gan and jennifer have lunch together with me.We chit chat for a while then I realise that ah gan change alot after he broke up with xiao mei.After that ah gan, jennifer and me walk to Fu Nan IT Mall. Then I go and meet Bao bei at AMK Hub for dinner. Actually, I don't really feel like eating but I know that if I don't eat, Bao Bei also will not eat. I don't want him to get hungry because I don't want to have my dinner.
After having our dinner, we passed by a shop, selling PSP. This is the third blow of the day. Bao bei and I spent $390 on a PSP. I felt bad when Bao Bei told me that we bought an Exported set which don't really cost $390. I want to tell Bao Bei that I am really sorry that I bought it in a rush. I am very stupid.
After that, we meet my dad and we went to wee sing's shop again. This is the fourth blow of the day. Daddy say that we can drop the idea of signing a new line. Then he bought me a brand new phone for $400. I paid daddy only $50. But my heart really feel the pain. I keep asking Daddy its is ok to buy this phone, he keep saying that it is ok. But I can really tell that something is not right.
I felt that I am really useless and stupid. I can't score well in my studies and I tent to trust people very easily. How I wish that I can be more smarter. I really feel the pain. Sob Sob.....

The last day of our holiday =(

Today was the last last day of our "holiday", it was quite sad for me and bao bei. i set my phone to ring at 8am but we end up waking up at 10am. bao bei's mother bought lor mee for us for breakfast. i don't quite like eating it as the smell of the vinegar is very strong. after having our breakfast, we packed our bag and went to toa payoh swimming complex to have a swim. this is the first time i went swimming with bao bei's mother and younger sister. i am so proud of bao bei as he took up the courage to learn how to swim today even though it is still not very good but i can see that he is willing to learn. so i decided to teach him how to swim. we have decided to go for swimming every sunday starting next week. this will help me to slim down and bao bei can learn how to swim. it is just like using 1 stone to kill 2 birds. haha.
After our swim, we went crystal jade to have lunch. bao bei paying for the lunch and so his mother ordered alot of food and all of us eat till very full. bao bei's mother and sister went to the NTUC to shop and as for me and bao bei, we wanted to go play bowling but in the end we didn't as i injured my leg so we went to shop around in toa payoh. i saw PSP as we shop. hope i wish i could have one but i know i could not afford it. sob.. there were alot of people shopping in toa payoh. some people just don't think for other. why must they just stop in the middle of the walk way causing human jams. there was a boy who pulling a trolley bag and he stop in the middle of the walk way.i have to stretch my leg over in order to cross over. as i do so i injured my right leg futher. i was angry with bao bei as i told him that my leg really hurt and he told mi that i think too much. we have our dinner at his house then soon bao bei send me home. all of us got sun burn. bao bei look like a rosted pig :X haha. i just love him so much, miss him too. how i wish i could stay with him, have him by my side every min every sec. bao bei, thanks for this holiday. i really enjoy myself alot. i love you so much. muackz muackz...

Our "Holiday"

Today is our 2 person world de holiday. We have so much fun for today. We woke up very late in the morning cuz last night we went to watch midnight movie at PS. We watched Balls of fury, its quite funny but the movie is only one and half hour. After which, we meet up with carmen and her friend for supper. Baobei and carmen got so much things to talk.......... from 1.30 talk til 3am.... Later on we took cab home to sleep(psst, she picked up a 2 dollar in the cab). Next morning we woke up at 12noon, but i was too tired and lazy, so i say sleep for another 5 min, ended up we woke up at 1pm.
We bathed and went out for lunch at Macdonald. After lunch we took train down to Jurong East to head for snow city. We took a townlink bus to science centre and walk to snow city. We bought ticket for 3.45pm. We were so excited as this is the first time we went to snow city. We went in and choose our sweaters, boots, gloves. We changed and stepped into the waiting area, they give us a briefing of the chamber, we will step into a chamber which is between -5 to -10 degree celcius. When we stepped in, we felt so cold that there is smoke came out from our mouth when we talk. The chamber itself is not very big, only got a small igloo, a fake ship and a snow slide. We followed the crowd and go play the slide. We carried a float and walk the stairs up. We sit on the float and slide down. Our buttock felt so cold and its a bit scary. Baobei scared til dont dare to go up le. We played for 3 times and she reluctant to go up le. Baobei scared til she sweat a lot, and soon her sweat became frozen. We go play around and the photography got take some photos for us. We make snow castle and play with it. We have a touch of the snow and we felt so fun. We went out after a while time because baobei cannot take the cold. We got changed and went for a walk around the area to science centre.
We wanted to go to science centre but its quite late to go there. We went to jurong east area and walk around the shophouse area. We walked to Jurong entertainment centre and IMM. We had pasta for our dinner. As its late and we wanted to go home, we went to the shuttle bus area and wanted to take bus to Jurong east MRT station. When we reached there, the bus to JE MRT station just left, so we are the first in queue. Soon, the bus driver called out to board on bus, i thought its going to JE MRT so i wanted to go, i almost tripped by dont know what, then the driver say its going to clementi MRT(which is another queue), so i walked back and i kanna tripped again. zzzz... I realised that there is a hump in front of the stand. We was wondering why the hell they put the hump in front, is it to make people trip? -.-" We was waiting for bus and we keep seeing people being tripped by that stupid hump when they walked up the bus. When our bus come, we faster ran up the bus to sit at the side to see how many people being tripped by that hump, we counted and in total there is 8 people being tripped by that stupid hump. We laughed til our stomach pain. We wanted to go home but we wanted to go walk around the area to find baobei's ear piece. We walked til around 10pm and we go home after that. Tomorrow will be another exciting day for us. (still have not plan where to go)

I am bad...

Sorry baobei. No matter how much sorry i said is nothing to you. I tried to change, but eventually i still repeat my mistake. Sometime i really not purposely want to do it, it just that i cannot control it. I always think that our relationship can compromise all our problems. I really wished that we can stop quarreling... I disappoint you again and again, i really appriciated that you give me chances. I really want to change. I hoped you can change your temper also. I want this relationship to last forever...

Do you even bother or care for me?

Have you ever think of it? you always say that you will take care of me. Now i am sick, and where are you? Either at work or at home playing with you computer. you don't even want to come down and find me or bring me to see a doctor yesterday. you rather go home and play with your laptop. when you are sick, i took leave and bring you to the doctor, cook for you to eat and change your cold pad every now and then. after taking care of you i still got to take care of my dad. now i am sick, what you do for me? just keep on saying "pity gal", "ke lian de bao bei" and scold me for not taking care of myself. is this the best you can do? how you expect me to trust you to take care of me in the future? you say that you have changed a lot for me. that time i sick you scold mi and say next time you won't scold me le. now i am sick and yet u scold me again. you always break your promise to me. how you expect me to trust you. you go and think about it. and i think it is better for us if we break up.

My baobei sick le

My bao bei sick le. I not by her side to take care of her. I feel so bad, but i also can't stay by her side all the time. Sometime i was wondering, how to be a perfect boyfriend where i can take care of her and help her and keep by her side? I seriously can't afford the time, 1 day 24 hours is not enough for me. I know she angry that i'll not by her side when she sick, but i feel so useless being a boyfriend, only can say sorry, or my fault or whatever... Still i would like to say sorry to her..